Thanks for the support ladies, hope everyone is well.
We have had an ok day, been super busy so the babes have been in and out of the car amd pram all day. They hate being strapped into the car seats nowadays, so i get really stressed whenever i have to take them out. Trying to just ignore the crying because i need to get on with life, but its so hard sometimes.
They arent feeding so much during the day now, and its weird not to have one or the other attatched to the boob all the time, but i am loving the freedom from it. Just means that they cry for different reasons now. Mainly because they want attention or to be held, and in a way, hats harder than just feeding them.
Although our bedtime routine is set, i am getting a bit frustrated that they will only go down on the breast, and thats the only way i cam resettle them too. So getting them to sleep is very much my responsibility. I am trying desperately to get them to take a bottle again so they can have one at bedtime. That means i have to go and buy new teats and see if that makes a difference, or different makes of bottles. Its all a minefield for me, i didnt realise it was so complicated! I brought some suavinex teats which said 4+ months thinking that would be better, only to get home and realise they are fast flow wide teats probably for the thick formula or baby rice. Doh! Will try them anyway, but i think it will just be very messy and unsucessful with expressed milk. Must get to babiesrus and get some bigger tommee tippee ones.
I finally got myself back in the gym today too, and remember how much i love it, and miss it! And a dip in the spa pool afterwards was amazing. Just 4kg left to prepregnancy weight now, and fitting back into some of my clothes. Not bad 17 weeks after carrying twins! My belly isnt looking too bad either considering all the stretching it did.
Have started my UV treatment too, and my skin is looking much better already. Have to go 3 times a week though which is a chore with the babies because OH has to come too so he can look after them whilst i get fried
One thing i hate about having twins though, is that i feel like a celebrity everywhere i go, we get so much attention. Its nice i guess, but its bloody annoying when people just plant themselves in front of your buggy and go all mushy! Especially when i am in a hurry or just not feeling very sociable. That and the fact that i have to try and speak in spanish too, bleurgh!
Currently thinking about flying home in october when i wasnt planning on visiting the uk til xmas. I just cant wait any longer, my babies havent mat most of their family, and its so hard because they really want to interact with people now, and i think they get bored of me and OH. So begins the chore of getting their spanish passports, which is much cheaper than uk ones and they are entitled to either, so spanish it is! I dont even have their uk birth certs yet, they are so expensive to get from the embassy, im in no hurry
He everyone has a good night, mine have been in bed since 8, with just a little bit of resettling. Hoping they are down for the night now.....well at least until night feed time
Xxxxx