Well i gave in and bought some Anusol cream
The pharmacist suggested cream over pessary as theyre external
I actually had a look for the first time. Theyre huge! Like 2 massive grapes!! No wonder I'm sore and miserable
No idea how or why the body needs to have this happen to it cos its not helpful to anyone lol
It still hurts like a mofo but hoping itll start working soon. Apparently it absorbs quick so we shall see
Dreading work tomorrow as I can barely sit upright. Wouldnt be so bad if they could go back in but i think im beyond that point now... X