Hello ladies, sorry to hear some of you are suffering with different things, im now two weeks post partum and physically back to my old self (bar the saggy skin on my tummy). I couldnt believe how quickly the spd had gone! I walked without any groin or back pain after 2 days as i was wheeled about before then because of my section. I cant believe your almost there now! it seems to have gone so quickly. Ive had an eventful few days, I was nearly readmitted due to high blood pressure as my blood pressure has been between 140/90-164/93 which is high for me, so they put me on blood pressure tablets even though im under the treatment line so i dont have to suffer as everyone keeps saying ive been through enough but if im honest its caused me more stress ( i have no symptoms so wasnt suffering). hey tried to put me on a tablet that meant lily would have to be monitored for hypoglycemia respitory distress etc, so i said i wasnt taking it as im not risking lily! so they swapped me to nifedipine which is safer and can cause no harm to lily but they were giving me really bad headaches that paracetamol would shift, so im going to speak to my gp on wednesday at my app. Lilys drs told us they had been keeping an eye on her sodium and potassium levels as they suspected she had a hormone inbalance but tests had come back normal so far but were sending some blood to Birmingham to rule it out completely ( we get the results back today) Then saturday i broke down about everything thats happened it all just got to me and i really want lily home now with us as its so hard to leave her there when we leave. But yesterday was finally a good day we went to see lily and she was wide awake for an hour and a half, she had just had a bottle, we changed her into a bigger sleepsuit as hers was getting a little small then she still seemed hungry so we gave her an extra 10ml of milk and she scoffed that down and she sat looking at me for around 20 mins and still seemed hungry she was due her next feed in an hour so the nurse said to wait til then so that she would still finish her next feed and that we could give it her by bottle again (we were alternating between tube and bottle to save her energy) she woke up half hour early for next feed and she wolfed it down again then fell asleep in my arms properly just before we had to leave. Until yesterday she only was only ever awake for half an hour to have her feed then would go back to sleep once he tummy was full and you would have to wake her for her next feed so was amazing to see her awake and now she is on more bottles than tube feeds its a step closer to coming home as once she is fully off the tube for 24-48 hours she can come home!! She's still so little and its quite scary at times but i cant wait to feel like her mum properly and do everything for her myself! If i post a picture to the group on facebook will it only show in that group? i havent put anything on facebook but would really like to show you ladies a picture of how shes come on but dont want it on my newsfeed just on the may mummies group? xxx
Im going to give birth to chewbaca at this rate if the hair theory is correct!! 
