Ladies I tried coming on 3 times earlier when I was out but my data wouldn't work properly and then my stupid stupid phone went dead. Thanks so much for the replies advice and reassurances the other day when I was going out of my mind with worry.
Saw the babies heartbeat today. Baby seems fine. I was so relieved to see that heartbeat honestly. This pregnancy is going to take years off me.
I bled like I told you all, then spotted until about 3am. Then turned brown and stopped the next morning. I hate that nobody would examine me so I have no explanation for it. Had shooting pains today that feel like they're going up near my cervix. I'm sure I had this before with DD but just so paranoid. Think I'm a bit sore from the scan too

Going to phone midwife tomorrow and see if I can get an exam. If not, just get the doctor instead. For my peace of mind at least that nothings going on with my cervix. I'm so paranoid and I hate it!! Think I've lost faith with the midwives tbh, fair of me to say or not.
Anyway! Went in for the Babybond scan & it turned out to be the same woman who scanned me for my 1st NHS dating scan at the hospital. She remembered me being Irish and the baby being stubborn. Very stubborn again, kept turning on it's tummy, facing down. She was brilliant though, which just shows you, because I didn't think much of her scanning the 1st time.
Couldn't get a good pic but she did get to show me the heartbeat, hands, fingers, legs on the big screen. And it yawned, stretched, kicked and turned over in the screen. Can't stop thinking about it. I'm not a big crier and I've never cried at scan before, but I did today. Didn't really see much of anything in the other scans tbh. I'm all over the place today. She said baby looked fine though. Measuring 14+4
It was supposed to be a 10 min scan but she gave us about 30 mins. Tried everything to get to see a decent profile.
In the end she gave me a free 3D scan so I could see the baby's face. Tbh it was clearer on the screen in colour lol.
So anyway, here's my little awkward, stubborn, picture shy baby in 3D. Hand in front of its face as usual