My son has said he wants to watch her come out and that he'll miss me while I'm at hospital. I've decided to transfer back to my local birth centre asap after birth for at least a night and Cam said he wants to stay with me! He'll be with my mum and dad while I give birth and then with his dad after while I reover. I said that I'm sure him and daddy will have a fun boys day without mummy is in hospital maybe go to Maccies for lunch or something. He seemed to be happier on hearing that! Lol! I have showed him some birth videos on YouTube so he's got a bit of an idea of what's going to happen, as and when she decides to come out that is!! To be fair once he's had the prezzies from her he's not going to care if I'm there or not! Lol!
She's had a bit of a wiggle now thankfully. I was really panicked earlier and on the verge of tears and loosing it completely with her not having moved. I've got MW tomorrow so I'll need to make sure, even if I'm feeling better tomorrow, that I remember how awful I felt this morning and make it clear to her how anxious I am.
I know that once you hit 40 weeks your placenta doesn't just stop working but that the further past 40 weeks you get, the more likely out is to decline in function. I just want her here now. I hate feeling like this. I just can't shake the fear that she is going to die.
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