Thanks all.
Not got much time but a quick reply to Trudy - I wondered how come you weren't being referred since you've been trying so long! Have you tried seeing another doctor? I am pretty confident I will get referred because a) when the doc referred me to the EPU when the spotting started, I said about how hard it was that I should finally get pg after a year of TTC, only to lose it and start all over again, and the doc (not my usual) said then that if it did turn out to be a m/c at least I would be referred immediately, and b) the midwife also said I should be referred now, but to wait until after the m/c because the waiting list for appointments is so short. She said if I got the appt through too soon, they wouldn't be able to do the hormone tests if I still had HCG in my system or the ultrasound scans for physical abnormalities if my uterus is still enlarged. So she told me to go back to the doctor as soon as I'd passed the sac/had the D&C, and then by the time the appt comes through 4-6 weeks later, I should be fine for tests.
It may be a postcode lottery, but since two doctors have said they'd refer me if this turned out to be a m/c, and the midwife said that I certainly ought to be referred now, after 12months TTC, no previous live births, two miscarriages (I don't count the chem but they do, apparently) and over 30, then I would have thought that you should be referred too - your circumstances are almost identical to mine. So go fight!
As for TTC again, I'm not even going to try to plan. Firstly I'll have to see when I miscarry, secondly I have to see when the bleeding finally stops (could be another couple of weeks) and thirdly I need to see when I feel ok. Given that I'm currently getting up in the night to throw up, feeling nauseous and exhausted all day and I'm hugely fat and bloated (well, ok, realistically I know I'm not, but I feel it, and I'm definitely bulging a bit), there is a bit of me that is tempted to put off TTC till we get the tests done, just to give myself a chance to get back into shape. To be honest, right now I'm the least fit I've been for ages, I haven't done any exercise for 6 weeks because of not being allowed to swim, and because wearing a sanitary towel all the time makes running, cycling and going to the gym uncomfortable and unpleasant. Basically, I'm physically not in the shape that I would like to be before getting pg. I don't know how long it will take me to get back to fitness, but ideally I'd like to be capable of running a half-marathon or at least a 10-mile race again before I conceive - so all my planning at the moment is going on sorting out an autumn/winter race schedule, and coming up with a realistic training schedule.
I'm beginning to think I should start a new thread - 'chartstalkers (or anyone else) taking a break' - there seem to be more of us not trying, voluntarily or involuntarily, than trying at the moment!
HH - yes, some people suggest blue/black cohosh, dong quai and even tansy. Problem is that many of these herbs can also have rather nasty side effects, including kidney and liver damage. Tansy is one of the most toxic herbs known so I was kind of shocked when I saw it suggested on a website! I too prefer to keep things natural, but I feel that taking herbs to kickstart things is not very natural, so I'm going to wait a bit longer. On balance, I decided if my body doesn't expel everything without help, I would rather go for the surgical option because it has the fastest recovery time. One of the disadvantages of taking herbs - or even medical management of m/c - is that if your body is just not ready to let go of the pregnancy, you could just draw it out over a longer and longer period of time. I do have plenty of red raspberry leaf tea on hand, however, for when the cramps really start - it's supposed to speed up the process and help a little with pain relief. It tastes awful though
Loola - keeping my fingers crossed for you!
Right, well, I'm really off now. I would hang around and give charting advice (FWIW!) but to be honest I'm finding it pretty hard to summon up any enthusiasm for any aspect of TTC right now and I'd rather just get on with my life for the time being. Hope that doesn't sound too selfish! (But Loola, Sookie, Trudy, anyone else - if you do get a BFP, you'd better email me!!!!)