*~*~* September 2015 Mummies *~*~*

[Bunny432]

Nooo Kelly I think you'll go early!!! Is your CM white? xxxx

 

[summer15]

Actually I have had increase/change in cm - mine is now more white as opposed to clear (was a bit concerned about thrush but it's still very liquidy and I have no other symptoms so presuming all is ok!)
Xxx

 

[Bunny432]

Yeah I've had lots more too and it's white, unsure as to what this means xxx

 

[Kelly450]

It's not white completely. A bit snotty, but not like plug
Eugh.

 

[Kelly450]

Midwife told me last time it was normal to get worse at the end, but it's horrible. x

 

[Gillyboos]

It's getting exciting in here with all this talk of bags and plans. Really hope some of these bubs make an appearance soon. September is fast coming around, we're already mid August.
We were hopeful to come home today as the paediatricians are really pleased with the girls and they're feeding well etc. Had them weighed and they've lost 20g (Indi) and 5g (Merryn), this is after them weighing them on Saturday. I'm pretty sure they're are still within the 10% limit but the mw said the paediatrician is keen for us to stay another night. At the time I just sort of shrugged and said ok but now I'm sat crying. I just want to be at home with my family, Otto has just been in for a visit and I'm finding it so, so hard being away from him for so long (especially as they girls have no hospital needs). I wish I'd had the sense to ask to speak to the paediatrician, because what difference is one night/day going to make? Are we here indefinitely? If what we are doing (feeding 3 hourly and the girls are taking more than their calculated requirements) isn't working what are they going to do about it? If I'd pushed would they have let us go? I'm annoyed I just went with it and didn't question it. I'm so sorry to whinge when I know everyone else has their own shit to deal with. I'm just so desperate to have my family together, I've never been away from Otto like this and I feel like I'm totally letting him down.
I know the baby blues are probably making it all worse but I just feel so down. X

 

[Bunny432]

Your not whinging and you have every right to have a moan in here, that's what this thread is for were all here to support you!

Can you ask to speak to the paediatrician now? xxxxxxx

 

[Gillyboos]

They're doing their rounds. I know from prior experience this means we won't see anyone today. Handover will arrive this evening and we'll have to ask again, by that time the paediatrician that wanted us to stay won't be in. X

 

[hayes]

Oh hun what a shame, defo don't worry about moaning that's what we r here for n to b fair u have every right to moan. Must b so hard to b away from him I'm dreading being away from Harry just take comfort in the fact that it's only 24more hrs n fx u will all b together again n he won't remember this as he is to young.

I'm getting so much cm now I remember it with Harry it's pretty bad at the end so no wonder I didn't notice my plug!!! Thu k it's worse in the heat prob due to sweat yuk!!

Two weeks to go ladies!! 14day countdown lol.

Michelle.x

 

[Kelly450]

Ow I'm sorry that you haven't been able to go home. Is there any way now that you can say you would rather be at home and relaxed as they have no need to be there? I'm not sure who could arrange for that to happen other than the paediatrician? It must be so hard for you being away for so long xx

 

[Bunny432]

Aww Gilly I don't know what to say except you've been absolutely amazing and inspirational so far - you have every right to be upset and down. Like Michelle says Otto will be in your arms soon and he won't have any memory of it.

Proud of you lovely xxx

 

[Kelly450]

I wish I knew that I had 14 days left. Knowing I could go overdue and have another 30 days left is so depressing. I'm Ready for her now! I just want some symptoms to start and a quick and easy labour!

 

[Bunny432]

That's what i was thinking today Kelly, spoke to Tessa and Kumber about it. I have 2 weeks and 5 days till my due date but knowing if I go over it could be almost 5 weeks till we meet her really upsets me.

Going to crack on with staying positive and not thinking about going over xxx

 

[hayes]

I ft envious of u guys at first as I really didn't want to b induced again I wanted that am I aren't I in Labour n symptom spotting etc. But now I have to admit I'm very pleased as I don't want to go much longer annum desperate to find out if I have a son or daughter!! Also I'm terrified after my friends quick birth that I'm guna give birth out somewhere or at home on my own!!!

Michelle.x

 

[Gillyboos]

I'm in floods of tears again but that's down to this....

Hubby has just been out as we had run out of supplies and he's got all my favourites that I've not been allowed to have!
Talk about raging hormones!!
Thank you for your kind words girls, they mean a lot. I know it's not long and I need to focus on that now. X

 

[Bunny432]

Haha Gilly I love that , what did your OH do when you burst in to tears? Men must be so baffled by our hormones haha!! Hes a good'un isn't he!!

Michelle I am mega jealous of you having a date but also very excited for you!!!

A FTM I know from where I used to live was due 4th and she had her baby the weekend just gone! Due a day before me!!!! JEALOUS haha xxxx

 

[Kelly450]

5 weeks is definitely depressing to think about
I think this is why some people suggest that you get used to your due date being two weeks later than it actually is so if they are born any earlier then it's a bonus! Lol

I'm very envious of you Michelle can I have my baby the same day!?

I'm due the 4th? Why didn't I have my baby at the weekend? Lol x

 

[Bunny432]

Yeah I wish I had done that Kelly - I have 28th August etched in my brain and haven't even accepted going past my due date - how bad is that????!!! Doesn't help that everyone seems to think I will go early!! Haha I know, her waters broke friday night and she had her little girl saturday, she's beautiful! Mad to think that'll be us in 3-5 weeks.

I wonder if many of us will go the same day?? xxxx

 

[katherine6476]

Hope you're home soon, Gilly.

Just been to midwife. All good and still head down. Not engaged but she said they don't mind if it doesn't engage until labour if it's your second. Don't know why that is.

 

[Bunny432]

Exciting Katherine!! All good news x x