******August 2014 mummies******

[leesey]

Omg! I had the most horrific dream about having my little boy last night! Woke up trying to scream and crying coz it was so awful I won't share the details coz I don't want to upset anyone but please God I don't want to have another dream like that! Not the best start to the weekend :-/

I hate pregnancy induced dreams. Last pregnancy I had horrific nightmares, pregnancy just makes your subconscious go nuts with fear and anxiety!

The other night I had a dream that LO got out her buggy and ran across the road in front of a bus, and no matter how fast I tried to run I was stuck in slow motion like I was stuck or something. It was horrible, and now I'm so paranoid about being beside a road with her!! xx

 

[Lilmisshopeful]

I'm with you on the dreams. I have had some really vile dreams that's upset me so much that I could even dream things like that but I know it's my inner fear of losing him. But the. I have had some weird ones too that actually make me laugh. Xxx

 

[mum2b410]

It started off weird and turned into a nightmare!.... In the dream I was trying to scream and nothing would come out not matter how hard I tried- I remember making a noise (like a scream but not as loud) and that's what brought me to! Then I couldn't stop crying coz I kept seeing it over and over every time I shut my eyes :-/ Had to wake hubby up and get him to help me calm down!

Feel a bit better about it now but really hope I don't have any more like that!! Xx

 

[mum2b410]

Omg! I had the most horrific dream about having my little boy last night! Woke up trying to scream and crying coz it was so awful I won't share the details coz I don't want to upset anyone but please God I don't want to have another dream like that! Not the best start to the weekend :-/

I hate pregnancy induced dreams. Last pregnancy I had horrific nightmares, pregnancy just makes your subconscious go nuts with fear and anxiety!

The other night I had a dream that LO got out her buggy and ran across the road in front of a bus, and no matter how fast I tried to run I was stuck in slow motion like I was stuck or something. It was horrible, and now I'm so paranoid about being beside a road with her!! xx

How awful

We had a puppy got run over in front of us at just under 6months old (about 4 years ago)- makes me totally paranoid about roads with Ethan now! Surprises I haven't dreamt something similar! Xx

 

[mum2b410]

I'm with you on the dreams. I have had some really vile dreams that's upset me so much that I could even dream things like that but I know it's my inner fear of losing him. But the. I have had some weird ones too that actually make me laugh. Xxx

I agree with u at some parts being funny! With some of my dreams they are just so odd its laughable! The first part of my dream last night was my mum giving me an injection in my tummy and when I asked what it was she said it was corgette juice!! And that it was really good for the baby??!! Lol!! Xx

 

[Lilmisshopeful]

Our puppy got run over at about 6 months it was horrible she did end up losing the leg xxx

 

[mum2b410]

Aww lilmiss- she is so cute! Our pup was a black and white cocker spaniel. It was so tragic and awful. He was like our first child and I don't think we've ever really gotten over it! Xx

 

[mum2b410]

So here is me today- 22+2! Xx

 

[Mummy_midwife]

Aw mum2b, you have grown lovely.
Sorry bout your dream, it is so real during pregnancy isn't it? Makes you anxious but always a relief to wake and know all is ok!

So as you can see the time I have come into work today, I feel fine and not had anything since Tuesday night so felt ok to come in. However I am struggling a bit tonight emotionally as we have had a stillborn baby at term tonight and I always find them hard but this is the 1st one since I have been pregnant and it is just so sad so sorry if this upset anyone, I just wanted to get it out my chest that I am finding it bloody difficult. Part of the job I know.

On a brighter note, I hope everyone enjoy Mother's Day today xxx

 

[Kaffee]

Morning all, happy Mother's Day. I got a cute card from the bump!

How sad mummymidwife. Poor lady, on Mother's Day too.

Good bump mum2be, must take a photo of mine, it's really growing now.

Don't get to see my mum till they get back to UK in couple of weeks time, so today we shall mostly be clearing out OHs mums house and packing up what we can of ours. What's everyone else up to?

 

[Mummy_midwife]

Aw Kaffee that must be such a sad day for your OH and for you all. Hugs to you x

My plan is to go for a sleep now and getting up at 1600 to go out for meal with family and DH's family. Hope everyone has a nice day

Here is my bump after work this morning at 21 + 1

 

[lottielou]

Wow girls look at your bumps. I had a bit if a bump Now its gone. No joke its just a wibbly wobbly tummy.how sad! !

Kaffee oh poor oh. Really hope you have a nice mamas day

I got presents!!! Bless my hubby bought them from our daughter. And going for a lunch with all oh's family too. I wanted my cutesy bump but i defo dont look preggers :/

glad everyone seems to be doing well! Happy mothers day everyone xxxx

 

[Happy84]

My halfway there bump! 20 weeks today.

 

[mum2b410]

Hi girls! Lovely bumps

Happy mummy's and mummy's to be day!! Hope u all have a lovely one!

Mummy_midwife- that is heartbreaking hun. Must be so so awful to go through! Do they know y it was still born? What a terrible thing to go through! I know its part of your job but doesn't make it easier to cope with- especially when u r pregnant :'-( I hope u r ok and r getting some sleep now! Hopefully your hubby and kids will spoil u when u get up! Also v glad contractions have held off and u felt able to go in to work x

Kaffee- hope u and OH r ok today. So sad when he has just lost his mum :-/

Lottie- I don't believe u don't look preggers- bet u have a lovely cute bump! Post a pic?! X

Happy- congrats on half way!!

I have has flowers, a card and lovely bath pillow from Ethan (courtesy of my DH!) And we have just taken Ethan swimming- which he loves so it always brings me joy
Going home and getting baking- making my mum fresh berry scones as her mothers day treat! And going to take them round with some clotted cream after Ethan has had a nap! ( He has made my mum a card- with a little help from me of course!)

Enjoy the day lovely ladies xxx

 

[Happy84]

Mum2b410 - aw sounds like you've had a lovely day!!

 

[Happy84]

http://www.thebrunettesays.co.uk/2014/03/pregnancy-19-weeks.html

My 19 week pregnancy update on my blog if anyone fancies a nosey

 

[magdalena87]

Ladies your bumps look lovely!!!

 

[magdalena87]

Not good Mother's Day for me. Oh been working all day till 7 pm and the worst I was sick all over kitchen work tops floor corridor leading to loo ( sorry tmi) all at 21+4. Sorry for rant.

 

[magdalena87]

Hope you all had lovely Mother's Day

 

[mum2b410]

Oh no Magdalena! Poor u! Sounds awful hun Hope that's just a one off and u r feeling better now? Not long til your OH is back now- hopefully he can give u some TLC *hugs*