June mummies loss thread

[Eryinera]

I hope you are lyndsey and if not hope you have a lovely relaxing pamper and hope you come home with a hitchhiker in your belly x x

 

[russellmuscle]

I stopped bleeding the week after passing bub. I bled a week before passing.

xxx

 

[snowbee]

Got all excited earlier as I had the smallest amount of brown spotting, thought it was AF showing up but nothing else at all. Please hurry up and arrive!

 

[BunnyN]

Got all excited earlier as I had the smallest amount of brown spotting, thought it was AF showing up but nothing else at all. Please hurry up and arrive!

Thats fustrating, maybe it was a little bit of left over blood? Or it could be ovulation bleeding? Have you been TTC already or are you waiting for 1st af?

EDIT: Sorry I just realised you are waiting for bleed to be induced. Hope it doesnt take too long.

 

[LyndseyB]

Ah snowbee that is frustrating!
How are you feeling Bunny? I hope you are getting your strength back.
I thought I had my cycle days all figured out but now thinking I was a week out, I counted CD1 as the day I passed the tissue but my first day of heavy bleeding was actually the 18th, am I right in assuming that would most likely be CD1? If so, our BD just for fun was right in the middle of my fertile window and now I'm symptom spotting (actually it was extreme nausea that made me do my calculations again, that was my first symptom before my BFP but a few days later than this), ahh desperation you evil b*st*rd! xx

 

[Louloubelle84]

I hear you on the desperation front Lyndsey! AF is well and truly on her way yet I can't stop poas!!! Lol. Fingers crossed for you tho could be promising!

Hope AF arrives for you soon Snowbee. I'm sure it's very frustrating!

Hate this blimmin waiting game. Hurry AF and hurry up body and give me a baby!! Xx

 

[platypus]

that's me discharged from the epu this morning with all restrictions now lifted after my PUL. now I just have to wait until Feb to TTC so filling the time with lots of activities to help it go quicker. good luck to everyone who has started TTC again.

I have an appointment with my gp in the morning to discuss my thyroid antibodies further and help decide what I can do to help maintain a pregnancy.

 

[LyndseyB]

Thanks loulou, feel like I'm setting myself up for a bigger fall though, why can't we help ourselves?! No control over our own thoughts and actions haha. If that is AF arriving then just a couple of short weeks until ov so I hope it goes quick for you.

Hi platypus, I hope you are keeping well. February will be here before you know it, and hopefully with Christmas being in between it'll keep you busy enough without you having to try. Good luck for your appointment tomorrow, let us know how it goes xx

 

[BunnyN]

Thanks Lyndsey, I'm getting stronger. I still get really tired but am able to do a lot of normal stuff now.

My bleeding seemed to have stopped a couple of days ago but it was back and red again thismorning. Probably its just the MC bleeding again but it makes me wonder if it could be a period? I havent had red bleeding like this in over a week. To confuse matters more I got a very positive OPK this afternoon. And I am still getting a very, very faint BFP. Any guesses, lol. Our bodies like to confuse us.

 

[Eryinera]

Have you been tracking ov? I get pos opks when I have hcg but not really got them with no hcg. But I know I'm weird lol. Are you due any more hcg tests I know you gave to pay for them I don't know. I'm having mine on wed as we been quite similar I'll Def post the results lol.

 

[BunnyN]

I am getting blood tests tomorrow so might ask for another hcg then. I have been taking OPKs every day for a week and they have had quite a dark line (but not positive) the last couple of days. This afternoons test was a really dark, glaring positive. I get positive OPKs when pregnant but not with such faint BFPs. The OPK has been getting darker and the hcg lighter so I dont think they can be related. What I am getting now most people would call a BFN. Its just my POAS addict squinting lazer eyes that thinks there is still something there on the hpt, lol. I also get false positive OPKs when breastfeeding but have never had such a dark one unless it was really O. My LP was only 6/7 days before all this so I could expect my period in a week if it is ovulation. I dont even know how I'll know if I'm still bleeding from the MC though. Can you even ovulate while you are still bleeding?

 

[millielaura]

It's all so confusing about how we know where we are in cycle now isn't it!? Xx

 

[Eryinera]

I've given up trying lol. One moment I'm getting af symptoms then pregnancy symptoms then nothing at all. My old are all over the place lol. It's just weird stupid bodies lol.

 

[russellmuscle]

Im so glad I wasnt ttc when I mc. Meant I didnt know if my cycle changed or whatever.

Id be doing my nut waiting..

xxxx

 

[Louloubelle84]

Hey Bunny. How are ur hpt and opk now? I was still spotting and I got a negative hpt and +opk. I then got a negative opk but then the next one after that was darker but still not positive. So not a clue what was going on! Either way I missed my window as AF arrived yesterday. As annoying as that is, I am grateful that it was almost bang on four weeks since my erpc so she arrived when she was supposed too.

The bitch is back with a vengeance though. My back is killing and some serious cramps. Lol

Hope you ladies are all doing OK. The waiting is so oooooo frustrating I totally didn't miss this! Grrrrrrrr! Obsessing much!! Xx

 

[Eryinera]

As weird as it sound congrats on AF and I'm glad she arrived when she was supposed to, I'm supposed to be on AF today and yea.... I havn't had any AF symptoms at all yet. She could surprise me you know how she is!! But I'm not holding my breath! My Hpt's remained positive for much longer than the last 3 times. But to be honest at week 6 baby was so much more perfect than the last one. it's so annoying to be told that it's my body that's most likely killing my babies rather than there being something wrong with baby. my HCG levels were so high with this one and I was so secretly hopeful. but it didn't work out.

 

[BunnyN]

Louloubelle- Yes, congrats on af! How long after you +OPK did it take for af to come? I did several tests Sun aftrenoon/evening, all glaring positives. Yesterday they were still positive but not so strong. Thismorning was negative. Basically it was just like normal when I ov. Makes me wish I temp but with two LOs my sleep scedual is too unpredictable. My hpt are pretty much BFN now, still kind of something there, maybe, but not enough to call a BFP.

So I'm tentatively calling today 1dpo. We are most definitely not TTC yet, time for body to recover, and decide what we want, all the sensible stuff. The OPKs were just to get an idea where my cycle is at (plus I'm a POAS addict ). But here is the thing. When my bleeding seemed to have stopped OH and I dtd unprotected twice. I think it was the sex that made me spot again, it was probably a bit soon. We just really wanted the closeness. After 3.5 years not using bc I couldn't bring myself to use condoms our first time and OH didnt think there was any way I could get pregnant so quick because I had told him it was going to take a while for my cycles to sort themselves out. Then I got a positive OPK the next day, oops. So I guess this kind of puts me in the TWW. Part of me is super excited with the posibility I could be pregnant part of me will be relieved if I'm not because I wasnt suposed to be getting pregnant at least until I get my anemia sorted. It seems like a long shot I would get pregnant, on the other hand I did get pregnant my first cycle 3 out of my 4 pregnancies.

 

[millielaura]

My tests are a lot lot lighter now yayy!
Been taking soy since AF too to hopefully help to have a longer cycle as my af after mc was light and only 2 weeks after. I think I'll ovulate during my holiday in Venice next week xxx

 

[LyndseyB]

If you did conceive then I'd just say it is meant to be only time will tell and I hope you manage to get it out of your head until then.

I hope your AF turns up soon Eryinera, how frustrating!

Lou I hope your AF symptoms calm down soon, the waiting is definitely frustrating, I feel angry sometimes that we are having to do this again as it just feels so unfair!

Ooh, enjoy your holiday Millie, you certainly deserve it, and I hope you come back with a little bean growing inside you xx

 

[millielaura]

Thank you . Me too! Think I'll be around 3dpo when I get back lol! Then it'll be christmas etc so hopefully the tww will go fast! Xxx