hi all!! Needing some advice and some help just to help me get through today, ok so this is in fact a true miracle for my bf and I.
This February 2018, I split with my husband of 13years, we got told back in 2011 that it would virtually be impossible for me to conceive naturally, so after many surgeries and tests the results in 2012 was that my left fallopian tube was not working, so they clamped it and my right tube was showing very little signs of working correctly but left this tube to its own devices... So we went for icsi treatment ( a type of IVF ) in the April 2013, we got a BFN. From there our relationship was never the same, we fought and argued all the time, we slowly drifted and he then decided to cheat on me this year, hence why we split up. So from February until August I was a single woman, I had my freedom back, i just presumed noone would want to be with me after all I can't have children right? Well I met Peter my now bf who I adore and cherish every day, we got together in August this year and are still very happy (I know! Only 4months!) I told him my history and things are good he has 2 boys from a previous relationship, which made me feel so relaxed! The past 4-5weeks I've been off work with what I thought was a sickness bug, only to find out on the 27th November (yes 4days ago!!) That I am infact PREGNANT!!! Even as I am writing this I can't believe it! However I was experiencing horrible niggling pains and due to my history from 8/9years ago, the hospital got me straight in on Wednesday just for some bloods and an ultrasound, there is a pregnancy in the womb, my HCG levels were sitting at 1800, so they got us back in yesterday just to make sure everything is ok, and my levels of HCG have only gone up to 2791.... Apparently that's only an increase of 48% and they look for anything from 63% and above, so want to get us back in tomorrow for more bloods and to rule things out.. I've now got it in my head that this isn't going to go well, my partner's so positive and were both over the moon but tomorrow is like D Day for us..... Can someone shed some light on this for us? I've just never wanted anything so much in all my life and now it's finally happening, it just feels like it's going to be ripped from beneath our feet.
Hoping for a miracle!
Any advice welcome