Worried :(

[Young Mum 21 x]

have u seen the great sperm race, i agree its defo a miracle!! xxx

 

[deedee84]

i think the one i watched was creation on BBC1 a while back now it was a fab insight into it all xx

 

[Nurse 26]

Hope you are ok hun, glad things have eased a little, will be keeping my fingers crossed for you on wed! wish it was sooner for you. xxxx

 

[deedee84]

thanks nurse, havent been in pain all afternoon...result!! lol and the spotting is tiny and just a bit browny in colour so everything seems to have calmed down! i really wish i could have my scan sooner but i guess the longer i leave it the more chance they have at actually finding mi bean in there. fingers crossed all is ok, just want wednesday to come around quickly xx

 

[Annie050408]

I have my fingers and toes crossed for you hon. xxx

 

[Young Mum 21 x]

fingers crossed to babe xxxxxxx

 

[Sleepy sue]

Yay glad no pain fingers are crossed so hard I'm getting cramp xxx

 

[deedee84]

haha thanks sue

Well today i have less pain than yesterday altho this morning when i wiped again there was a lot of dark reddy brown blood so i kept wiping and checking and it was more like brown spotting after a while. i still have uber sore nips so at least my symptoms arent going anywhere fast! 2 more sleeps until scan time, excited, scared and nervous all at the same time but at least i will get some answers one way or another hopefully! xx

 

[deedee84]

Grrrr just wen i think things are picking up...just been to loo, bright red blood again on loo roll looked in toilet and the water was red wi a blood clot the size of a 1p piece!!!! i know if i ring epu they will just say theres no point in getting an earlier scan as they wont be able to see much! hate this waiting game!!!!

 

[Karend]

Deedee you poor thing...

Your on an emotional rollercoaster & im really feeling for you...

Keep positive & most importantly keep your feet up for the next couple of days until your scan on Wednesday morning... thats what i intend to do xxxxxxx

 

[Annie050408]

Oh hon, so sorry to hear this

 

[deedee84]

thanks ladies, gave epu a ring again, they r like my bum, just said i just have to wait until wednesday! deffo an emotional roller coaster karend fed up now!! xx

 

[Karend]

I know you are honey - I would be too.

Just hang in there... Im keeping my fingers & toes crossed for you & sending lots of positive thoughts for you!

Remind me - What time is your scan on Wednesday?? Mine is at 10.30am....

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

 

[deedee84]

thanks hun i'm trying to

My scan is 9:45am wednesday i'm kinda preparing myself for the worst tbh and if alls ok then that is a massive bonus and i will probably be a big baby and cry lol xx

 

[Nurse 26]

hope you are ok deedee

 

[deedee84]

thanks nurse i'm coping so far but its hard not knowing whats going on xx

 

[Karend]

Oh honey, even im thinking the worst (about my scan) so i completely understand...

Ill be waiting on tenterhooks for your update after 9.45am

xxxxx

 

[deedee84]

cheers karend and i will of urs also fx for both of us that all is ok xxx

 

[deedee84]

Well ladies i am going to A&E and i am not leaving until i get answers, i really think i am miscarrying and i am fed up of been fobbed off n left to wait so i am gonna get myself off and sorted hopefully xx

 

[TORino]

Aw deedee, I hope it isn't bad news for you sweetie. xx