Haha I wish I'd never heard about cervical position or cm! One month I made myself sore, but unless you had sharp nails or were particularly violent I don't think you could bleed from it. You should be careful about infection though (sorry for the lecture!) however well you wash your hands it's still a possibility you could cause an imbalance of bacteria or something xpart of me wonders if the red blood cm I had yesterday on one occasion which I thought was the start of af could have just been because I poked around too many times! X
Yeah I have moments of hope!! I keep feeling like she's here as I feel damp every now and then but when I check there's nothing, not even normal cm! Weird...! X