so my liver and bile functions are now within a normal persons range! I'm so pleased! Another week and I can throw away the urso!! But the CMV is still in My system 
My midwife let me read my notes from my previous section..theres so much i didn't know about my first borns entry into the world I lost 1,000mls of blood which she said is classed as a haemorrhage!! Which is pretty scary and that he came out feet first! Apparently I'm going to have a long list of to dos for my section on the 9th! Tablets (yet more!), clexane injections for 12 days after, funky shampoo to wash with etc! And of course stitching preferences! I've expressed my desire for dissolvable one's again, But she says it's up to the surgeon which one he wants to use but I can still show a preference! Been told to take it more easy this time since they going in through my old scar :/ I'm really having my "what have i Done?" Moment again maybe I would of been better going naturally but after the 32 hours of labour last time I thought It'd be a bit easier on me just opting for a c section and cutting out all the uncertainty of labour..im seriously terrified now 
I go in on Friday! I'm absolutely terrified that I literally shake at the thought :/ everyone always wonders why I'm scared as I've already had one c section so it shouldn't be too bad, But my first was an emergency under very scary circumstances! This one there is no emergency! It's just the thought of things going wrong that terrifies me! 
hospital bags are done and now I just have to control my nerves until Friday! Who knew having a baby was such a scary, nerve wracking time a second time around 
