Summer I reckon you'll share a birthday with your baby! I know what you mean about the disappointed feeling of waking up in the morning and gutted that labour didn't start in the night, that has been me for a couple of weeks now.
Hopejoy come on we need someone to go on time! Hahaha!! Get these babies out. Clearly they like the temperature inside us at this time of year or something, all the june and july mums seemed to all have theirs early or on time!
Yesterday was a right drag for me - I felt quite down and emotional and didn't get out my pyjamas all day, and slept loads, but today I am forcing myself to be much happier and positive, I ran the hoover round and mopped the hard floor areas of the flat this morning, and I have had a nice bath and washed and blow dried my hair and painted my nails. Adam has taken the day off today bless him to be with me and keep me company, so he just took sofia to the park for a little while to get her out. I can't be arsed to leave the house still but I feel clean and I feel my environment is clean now hahaha so I am happy, only so much more cleaning I can do though! I could do the bathroom AGAIN but I have done it like 3 times this week I am worried the chemicals will start eating away at the enamel on the bloody sink and bath and toilet
So sofia goes off to her dads for the weekend this afternoon which is a small relief mainly because I feel so sorry for her that I can't exactly do tonnes with her! Luckily her dad always has good things planned with her so I am sure she will love being there for the weekend where she can play and be entertained by her step sister too, they often take them out for good days out and stuff so that is nice! And one of the mums from school has offered to take her to the beach on monday which is just perfect, even if baby is here by then at least she can go out with her friend for a few hours on monday so I can deal with new born etc and sofia can come home to him I am really hoping lol.
This Limbo feeling is hard work! I don't want to plan too much but I am a little bored but I ache everywhere so don't want to go out ahhhh!!! xxx