*March 2019 Testing Thread*

[Aprilxxx]

So sorry you're sick Char!!

A close friend announced that she is pregnant yesterday so I now have two pregnant friends, I am happy for them but it's so hard not to be jealous. I feel like I need to distance myself from them because I won't be a able to stand seeing their bumps growing. Just want to cry tbh! Xx

Same.
My friend is pregnant after going through ivf and a mc of her own and I’m happy but insanely jealous to the point I cry if I hear from her.
Sorry you feel like this to. I don’t have any advice to make it easier. For me I’ll feel this way until I have a child.

 

[Hendy1]

Oh Hendy
I know exactly how you feel darling. Its so rubbish seeing close people around you getting your dream, but you will get there and your AF hasn't arrived so you could be announcing your news very soon too!
I dream everyday of holding my baby and i am forever looking at clothes, and prams and how i would decorate the nursery.
We will get our dream, i promise xx

I hope so Char, it just feels like it's never going to happen for me. I know exactly what you mean about clothes and the nursery, every cycle I think of baby names and how I'd tell my Mum only for AF to arrive right on que. I don't know what I'd do without you ladies who are in the same boat

 

[Hendy1]

Same.
My friend is pregnant after going through ivf and a mc of her own and I’m happy but insanely jealous to the point I cry if I hear from her.
Sorry you feel like this to. I don’t have any advice to make it easier. For me I’ll feel this way until I have a child.

Thank you April, it helps just to know that other people feel this way too and I'm not just a bitch for being jealous xx

 

[Kickingk]

Thank you April, it helps just to know that other people feel this way too and I'm not just a bitch for being jealous xx

The amount of times I have cried when I have heard pregnancy announcements from friends and then felt insanely horrible for feeling so jealous when I am also happy for them. It is just gutting when you get the constant negatives and some ladies just seem to make it looks so easy with their almost instant positives - i feel your pain. You are not out yet tho hun, hoping AF stays away xx

 

[Kickingk]

Char, sorry to hear u are poorly...is it definitely AF? x

 

[babylove2016]

Oh Hendy
I know exactly how you feel darling. Its so rubbish seeing close people around you getting your dream, but you will get there and your AF hasn't arrived so you could be announcing your news very soon too!
I dream everyday of holding my baby and i am forever looking at clothes, and prams and how i would decorate the nursery.
We will get our dream, i promise xx

Have you tested my love? I had a light flow for implantation... might be worth checking? Xx

 

[Aprilxxx]

Thank you April, it helps just to know that other people feel this way too and I'm not just a bitch for being jealous xx

No your not being a bitch for being jealous. Otherwise we all are.

I cry over this all the time because I feel like I’ll never have my dream and everybody else seems to get pregnant so easy. It gets me down every day so your not alone xxx

 

[babylove2016]

No your not being a bitch for being jealous. Otherwise we all are.

I cry over this all the time because I feel like I’ll never have my dream and everybody else seems to get pregnant so easy. It gets me down every day so your not alone xxx

I’m so sorry. I completely get that. I can move on to another board if it would make you ladies feel better? I really don’t want to upset anyone. X

 

[Hendy1]

AF now arrived in full force, today is not a good day

 

[Hendy1]

No don't be silly Babylove, I'm always happy for people on here because we go through so much together. I find it harder with my real life friends, I don't know why but it's different on here .

 

[Lollypop79]

No don't be silly Babylove, I'm always happy for people on here because we go through so much together. I find it harder with my real life friends, I don't know why but it's different on here .

I totally agree with you. I’m so happy when I see someone on here get a positive. It’s when my friends around me get pregnant. There’s about 3 pregnant at the mo and another 2 just had babies. I’ve actually temporarily blocked them all on social media as I can’t cope with the constant updates. I feel like a right bitch but I just can’t deal with it all.

Don’t leave @babylove2016 ita lovely seeing
Your gives me hope xx

 

[Kickingk]

I’m so sorry. I completely get that. I can move on to another board if it would make you ladies feel better? I really don’t want to upset anyone. X

No don’t move, it is nice to hear as we all come from the same boat...your BFP gives us all hope x

 

[Hendy1]

I totally agree with you. I’m so happy when I see someone on here get a positive. It’s when my friends around me get pregnant. There’s about 3 pregnant at the mo and another 2 just had babies. I’ve actually temporarily blocked them all on social media as I can’t cope with the constant updates. I feel like a right bitch but I just can’t deal with it all.

Don’t leave @babylove2016 ita lovely seeing
Your gives me hope xx

I think I'm going to have to do the same, it's just too hard to see them sharing cute photos etc

 

[chattychar1990]

@Kickingk & @babylove2016 - i am 100% sure it is AF, first and second day was quite heavy to medium flow and it was bright red.
Today its been very watery when i went to the loo earlier.
Been sitting in a meeting this morning literally breathing through the sick feeling, its really horrible, surely the only thing it can be is a bug?
@babylove2016 - please dont leave us, its lovely when one of us ladies get a bfp . xx

 

[chattychar1990]

AF now arrived in full force, today is not a good day

I am so sorry Hendy xx

 

[Aprilxxx]

I totally agree with you. I’m so happy when I see someone on here get a positive. It’s when my friends around me get pregnant. There’s about 3 pregnant at the mo and another 2 just had babies. I’ve actually temporarily blocked them all on social media as I can’t cope with the constant updates. I feel like a right bitch but I just can’t deal with it all.

Don’t leave @babylove2016 ita lovely seeing
Your gives me hope xx

Yes this.
Sorry didn’t mean to make you feel like you are causing anything! I’m actually happy for you and all the ladies on here that get their bfp. It’s mostly real life friends/family as that’s much more personal. If the board upset me I’d leave but I find it helpful. We all seem to understand eachother. Don’t leave this thread xxx

 

[Rainbow1234]

So sorry you're sick Char!!

A close friend announced that she is pregnant yesterday so I now have two pregnant friends, I am happy for them but it's so hard not to be jealous. I feel like I need to distance myself from them because I won't be a able to stand seeing their bumps growing. Just want to cry tbh! Xx

I’ve been dealing with this this year too. My best friend told me she’s pregnant the month after my latest mc. I was sobbing as I’m trying to forgot all the milestones and now I’m seeing someone else go through them and it’s sort of a constant reminder. I can say though it has got easier as time went on so take the time you need to feel however you feel and just look after yourself first x

 

[TTChloexx]

Oh girls this journey is a hard one isn’t it. I feel exactly the same, feel so pleased for the BFPs on here but then so jealous when it’s friends or family. OH’s sister has had two unplanned pregnancies over the last 3 years, and I just think, how on earth do some women manage that and then it’s so tough for others! We will get there in the end

Anyway my temp has risen the last 3 days and it looks like I ovulated CD15. I’m now on CD18 and officially in the 2WW, the worst part!! @chattychar1990 could you change my test date to the 18th please hun? This should be 1 day after AF is due so will do a test then if she hasn’t turned up. Thank you xxx

 

[Kickingk]

@chattychar1990 please can you change my testing date to the 11th please. AF is due Saturday but the witch is such a torment that I wouldn’t test until Sunday or Monday

Thank u x

 

[chattychar1990]

All updated ladies xx