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[FBTTN8079]

Ah ha thanks girlies it is super odd isn't it ! And your right you want to know but the closer you get you kind of don't either !

I'm on crinone twice a day, I'm also on the progynova and still on the steroids twice a day x

 

[FBTTN8079]

back at work today, glad change of scene, feeling crampy i think its cause im sitting more and not laying and I think Ive heard somewehre that the progestrone can cause the cramps too? x

 

[Blueflower]

When is OTD?

 

[FBTTN8079]

They said two weeks from transfer day so 12th although we will test of we can 13th as will be a Saturday it's so far away X

 

[FBTTN8079]

oh my goodness, I am feeling super emotional today! very tearful! this wait seems so long, I am now all paranoid that this hasnt worked as I always get emotional before AF comes and I so hope that this isnt the case ! Its so hard not to look or hope for symptoms! x

 

[lisey]

Sorry you're feeling emotional Sarah, I was the same yesterday. I think the emotions of it all takes its toll eventually, we put so much into it, it would be hard not to feel emotional.
Raging emotional hormones are associated with early pregnancy too so try not to focus on it being an AF sign. Hope you feel better soon, maybe have a good cry and let it all out, helps sometimes xx

 

[Browneyed Girl]

Hi hun, I'm with you on that - I was crying at my desk on Wednesday morning for no reason I just felt anxious as im analyzing symptoms all the time, it drives you nuts! Thankfully I'm feeling a bit better today so I hope it passes quickly for you too. I'm so glad it's the weekend tomorrow though, I just want to be at home in my own little bubble. Are you doing anything nice at the weekend? xx

 

[FBTTN8079]

Thanks girls, it is just all so emotional and I didnt really bank on the waiting being so hard!
It is just such a rollercoaster all the time!
Browneyed sorry you have also had an emotional week it is so hard the waiting isnt it! what time is your scan next week, have they made it nice and early?
I know what you mean about being in your own bubble, I feel exactly the same, this weekend we havent any big plans, going to paint the living room, or hubby will and then going to take the puppy on a nice long walk and chill how about yourself?
x

 

[xxcharliexx]

I only waited 4 days before testing and that felt like a life time! It really is a rollercoaster of emotions, one day thinking its worked, next day thinking it hasn't! It's so difficult, I take my hat off to you ladies that wait the full amount of time!! Xx

 

[Dee28]

I don't think I could wait the whole time either! It's gotta of worked, just has xx

 

[FBTTN8079]

we are definitely feeling impatient today! hubby and I were talking today and we r both so nervous ! I emailed my ivf nurse in the week as she was on holiday during collection and transfer and I asked about testing and she saod we could probably get away with testing on wednesday! ek x

 

[Browneyed Girl]

Thanks hun, I'm just having a quiet weekend pottering about at home although we are out for a family meal tonight. Ooh so you could test on the 10th? What do you think you're going to do? xxx

 

[FBTTN8079]

that sounds like a nice chilled weekend do your family know ? x

I think we will test, I know we have to go to work after but its torture the wait although im scared to test I so want it to be a positive but what if uts not ! x

 

[lisey]

How exciting, you can test in just four days, not long to wait. So how many days past transfer will that be? Just curious in case I decide to test early-even though I want to hold off for as long as possible xx

 

[FBTTN8079]

I think it works out 13 days including transfer day, I wouldnt have tested if nurse hadnt said so as wouldnt want the heart ache or false negative or false positive its just so hard! whens your testing date ? x

 

[lisey]

Mines the 18th, seems an age away...I think 13 days is reasonable, should be accurate by then, I think they just allow extra days to be certain xx

 

[FBTTN8079]

How r u feeling today? I found keeping busy has helped with the days going fairly quick
I'm just so nervous about it all! Want to test but don't want to test all at the same time! X

 

[lisey]

I feel ok, feel a bit paranoid about doing too much and then about relaxing too much, I will try and think of things to keep myself busy in the next couple of weeks but I know it will drag. I feel the same, I want to hold off testing as long as possible as will be too scared to test.

How are you feeling? xx

 

[FBTTN8079]

It's just hard isn't it trying to rest and not to do so much and mad to think that for most women they don't even know this stage is happening on a "normal" cycle and are probably in the gym or lifting and all that lol

I feel ok, I think that's why I'm worried, feeling emotional, cramps only now and again and im having hot nights im sure but all of that could be down to the criinone and progynova so it's really hard x

I've had dreams last two nights where we've been at 6 week scans and we've been pregnant and I really hope they are right x

 

[lisey]

I know, that's what I keep thinking, normally you wouldn't know if you had embryos in there at this stage and would just get on with life as usual. I want to take it fairly easy until Tuesday when implantation should happen. Just so I know I have given myself the best chance, not bed rest or anything though.
I hope they are good early pregnancy symptoms for you and hope the dreams are a sign xx