February Testing Thread **Fabulous February BFP's!**

[RainbowMama]

Realistically, I know I'm out but I still have the urge to pee on sticks.. Grr!

 

[Mrsbridge17]

thanks hun, it’s just a waiting game now isn’t it,I always find the first trimester so stressful and it drags on so much, she can be a bit of a milk monster and likes to just sit there suckling between meals sometimes! It is getting less and less now though and I’m finding she can be distracted from it so I’m trying that, oh god I dread the hair loss afterwards, my hair is so sparse as it is, I’ll be getting a wig made ha ha

My hair is really really long but so thin now I just put it up in a mom bun all the time it does my husbands head in there is hair everywhere all the time haha! I’ll BF again aswell if I ever have number 3 so I dread to think lol x

@RainbowMama try an OPK I always get a high again just before AF might save the staring at lines xx

 

[RainbowMama]

Erm... I might have a BFP! I'll get the photo uploaded!

 

[RainbowMama]

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[night owl]

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Ooh this looks promising, have you just done the strip test now as that looks like an obvious positive!

 

[RainbowMama]

I'm shaking - but I'm praying this is it!

Yeah, I just did ANOTHER strip test and that came up exactly the same!

 

[Mrsbridge17]

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That’s positive!!!! Like obviously positive

 

[RainbowMama]

I hope so! Remember that one from a few days ago?

I've just ordered some more CB (triple pack) that'll arrive tomorrow, thanks amazon prime haha!

I'm doing a FRER at 10pm tonight and hopefully going for a nap so I'm not drinking lol..

I wont believe it until it's darker, I've had this the last 2 months and it's led to a miscarriage both times, Decembers were very strong tests though!

 

[Littleperson]

@bellecat, I'm right with you. If this cycle is a bust and that's just a false line then I'll also be taking time out for mental health. I'm so sorry love

The test is a One Step and all the comments on FB think it's positive too - but I can't trust it!

I had a HUGE blow last night, found out via facebook - and not even an announcement post that my mother-in-law-to-be is pregnant. To rub salt in the wounds she's 12 weeks. If I didn't miscarry in December I'd be 11 weeks.
To add further salt in the wounds they're both alcoholics, he beats her up & he takes drugs (and then drives!). I won't lie, I spent yesterday evening sobbing my heart out to the point I couldn't breathe. Hours later I calmed down, had mild AF type cramps which didn't last long and I've woken up this morning at 5am with a wet feeling, thought for sure AF is here. Wiped and it was just watery CM - which I never usually see.

How am I supposed to face life knowing that her baby survived and ours didn't? Every birthday card, every christmas card from her, him and their baby. Every time we go over, the baby is going to be a stark reminder that our baby died. How am I supposed to live with this pain? I've even taken off my engagement ring as - I don't know if I can go through that.

It gets easier! My best friend of 16 years fell pregnant the month after my miscarriage. On her first try. By doing the deed once.
The first 5 months of her pregnancy were so strained for us. And then I was coping better in general. So it got easier.
And not she has a beautiful daughter.

the thing is is we get sooooo jealous of their pregnancies. But you won’t feel jealous of the actual baby when it arrives. Because by then the baby is a person. And they’re not your person.

so you’ll feel this way for a while. But it will fade xxx

 

[RainbowMama]

It gets easier! My best friend of 16 years fell pregnant the month after my miscarriage. On her first try. By doing the deed once.
The first 5 months of her pregnancy were so strained for us. And then I was coping better in general. So it got easier.
And not she has a beautiful daughter.

the thing is is we get sooooo jealous of their pregnancies. But you won’t feel jealous of the actual baby when it arrives. Because by then the baby is a person. And they’re not your person.

so you’ll feel this way for a while. But it will fade xxx

Thank you lovely, it's just SO hard knowing that her baby survived getting drunk every night and here I am taking all these tablets, timing our intercourse, tracking BBT and for what? Month after month BFN's and when we do fall pregnant to miscarry. Our baby would be due the week after hers.

I'm trying to hold it together but I am struggling x

 

[Littleperson]

the FRER is the most sensitive though and I see lines there!

We did BD but my lines are stronger again this morning going to test again at lunch time and I’ve got absolutely no chance of BD tonight as the football is on! I have told him how upset I am about that though so we will see! I was crampy yesterday though so I dunno what to think, can’t see it happening I can’t even track by cm although I did have some watery a few days ago I think the ummm swimmers mess with it x

Half time!!!!!!

 

[RainbowMama]

These tests better not be p!ssing me about either because I can't bear that heartbreak!

 

[Littleperson]

Thank you lovely, it's just SO hard knowing that her baby survived getting drunk every night and here I am taking all these tablets, timing our intercourse, tracking BBT and for what? Month after month BFN's and when we do fall pregnant to miscarry. Our baby would be due the week after hers.

I'm trying to hold it together but I am struggling x

I feel you! I work in a school and the amount of children we see come from addict families is unreal and it always makes me feel bitter.

but that gets us no where! Xxx

 

[RainbowMama]

I cannot imagine having to see that, day in day out! So unfair!

 

[Mrsbridge17]

These tests better not be p!ssing me about either because I can't bear that heartbreak!

rainbow is that your strip test from the other day or has it run the same? Xx

 

[Mrsbridge17]

Half time!!!!!!

Haha chance would be a fine thing x

 

[RainbowMama]

It's run the exact same way! I've done two today that have run the same way! CB & easy@home looks promising though. I always thought the easy@home were 25miu/ml but on Amazon they say they are 10miu - so bit confused!

 

[RainbowMama]

Todays little collection

Both runs - Pffft. Clearblue and Easy@home do look convincing!

 

[RainbowMama]

So tomorrow I now have CB, FRER and more Easy at home coming haha - Praying SO hard this is it! We need a sticky bean so bad xx

 

[Mrsbridge17]

So tomorrow I now have CB, FRER and more Easy at home coming haha - Praying SO hard this is it! We need a sticky bean so bad xx

I think it is rainbow congratulations xx