@bellecat, I'm right with you. If this cycle is a bust and that's just a false line then I'll also be taking time out for mental health. I'm so sorry love
The test is a One Step and all the comments on FB think it's positive too - but I can't trust it!
I had a HUGE blow last night, found out via facebook - and not even an announcement post that my mother-in-law-to-be is pregnant. To rub salt in the wounds she's 12 weeks. If I didn't miscarry in December I'd be 11 weeks.
To add further salt in the wounds they're both alcoholics, he beats her up & he takes drugs (and then drives!). I won't lie, I spent yesterday evening sobbing my heart out to the point I couldn't breathe. Hours later I calmed down, had mild AF type cramps which didn't last long and I've woken up this morning at 5am with a wet feeling, thought for sure AF is here. Wiped and it was just watery CM - which I never usually see.
How am I supposed to face life knowing that her baby survived and ours didn't? Every birthday card, every christmas card from her, him and their baby. Every time we go over, the baby is going to be a stark reminder that our baby died. How am I supposed to live with this pain? I've even taken off my engagement ring as - I don't know if I can go through that.