1st time Soy! FX'd

[Charlotte9]

Thank you! You are really nice person! Your support means a lot to me.

I wont be taking soy this month or B6, B12 cause Im going to do repeat blood tests, so can't take any of that.

I was also thinking that actually I haven't seen gyno in years. Thats why Im going private to check things visually down below.

So it will be busy month.

How are you feeling? My af is usually very very painful. xx

 

[CockerMum]

Good morning.

Feel better today not as painful. Still quite heavy, hopefully it will slow down later today.

Maybe a relaxed and less vit cycle may help this month.

Hope AF isn't too painful xx

 

[Charlotte9]

Morning. CD1 today. I kinda feel better once I see blood. I know its weird.
I will give pregnacare a go this cycle. This is something I haven't tried. Its good and bad reviews about it. x

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[CockerMum]

Glad you feel better

started my soy last night and slept great!

Here we go again. Let's keep positive xx

 

[Charlotte9]

Yep its so weird but as soon as I saw red the weight lifted
No soy for me cause of tests I'm doing this month.
Is your app on Thursday?
x

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[CockerMum]

Yep 9.20 I think.

Won't be on here much today as cleaning etc. Call me Cinderella lol! Carvery tonight with the family xx

 

[Charlotte9]

No probs. Come back when finish cleaning. Enjoy your day xx

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[CockerMum]

All clean feel so much better! Become a hermit and don't do much on nights. Just a ton of washing and ironing but will do that through the week xx

 

[Charlotte9]

Aw cleaning always helps. If I feel very sad I just start cleaning. Being busy really helps.

Hows soy? I won't be taking any specials this month, only usual ones. xx

 

[CockerMum]

I have missed the great nights sleep from soy lol. Slept so well last night haha xx

 

[Charlotte9]

Well you can enjoy good night sleep for 5 days now.

Is you oh taking his vits? x

 

[CockerMum]

Well 4 left now as doing 2-6 this month for a change.

Yeh first lot today but think that's coz I was watching lol xx

 

[PeanutButter]

I'm not doing soy in my new cycle, just incase the fertility consultant says I shouldn't lol. Although the sleep sounds good! Never sleep well blah

 

[Charlotte9]

Keep an eye on your oh. Make sure he takes them. Men forget to take them.
Peanut, don't take anything before going to the docs. x

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[CockerMum]

Amazing how well they make me sleep

How are you both? Xx

 

[Charlotte9]

Hey, how are you? I had such a busy day. So much to do, so little time.

Hows soy? Oh taking his vits?

My oh went to do his sperm test. He had to do it in the hospital on his own.

Are you ready for docs appointment tomorrow? x

 

[CockerMum]

I didn't sleep last night was ironing at 4 working nights is no good for me! So been napping on and off all day, so tired.

I haven't checked his vits but will do one we have had tea. Soy all good but didn't help me sleep last night

Yeh am ready just hope I am not too tired lol xx

 

[Charlotte9]

Sorry I was not on here yesterday, I felt like shit. I did not sleep either, thunder and lightning all night here.

I thought about this whole TTC thing most of the evening/ night.

Yesterday my OH started talking to me and I let him say everything.

Basically, he thinks Im obsessed, trying to control everything, Im putting massive pressure on myself and ttc thing.

Im constantly talking about it! Im reading too much and so on. He talked at least 30 min and I did not stop him. I let him continue until he said everything he wanted.

I feel so embarrassed now. Yes I was talking too much about it. I checked my texts and its awful, its all about ttc.

He is happy to have sex every day but he wants me to be happy myself like before and not stressful, obsessed person.

So girls I need a plan! I think I wont be discussing ttc details with him anymore, will just have sex.

I think he got a bit stressed cause he did his sperm test yesterday.

Im sad atm x

 

[CockerMum]

Sorry about the no sleep, I struggled yesterday night was terrible

It's hard not to think or obssess about ttc, think men don't understand the ins and outs very well. I try not to talk to my oh about it too much as don't want to stress him or let him know how much I think about it. Thankfully I found this forum and Google.

I am really sorry your so upset wish we didn't have to try so hard. Maybe a more relaxed cycle and remembering why you love him. Have date nights try concentrate on something else like work or a hobby or a house spring clean? Xx

 

[Charlotte9]

Something clicked in my head. I don't know what. I feel different today.
I won't be discussing anything related to TTC. I won't even tell about docs apps, tests and operation.
The problem is he sometimes starts talking about babies but I wont comment on anything he says. I will yawn (pretend yawn) and change the topic instantly. So a few days of practising and I will get into the new habit.
How are you doing today? x

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