Ttc shit boat - long term ttcers

[snowbee]

Lol Clem !!! I want 1 !!! X

Me too! Fab to see someone making it, roll on everyone else's positives!

 

[Andreax2]

Aww Clem sorry it was a bfn , ur so brave getting on a moped ! I'm such a wimp when it come 2 things like that wish I wasn't tho , glad u enjoyed it u watch this time next year u b an hells angle !

 

[honeybear]

Oohhh many girlie's coming off the boat

I was naughty and tested today 10dpo with cheapie hcg strip from garage
of course negative lol
if I dont get a positive on that cb plus tomorrow ima go mad xx

 

[lisey]

Lissy I'm in same boat at the mo ,my daughter last week 2 and on Friday the did there last play 4 the parents wizard of oz , well as soon as they started signing somewhere over the rainbow I was gone cried my eyes out shoulder shakes the works !
Made such a show of myself the head came up after and ask me if I was all right !! Dreading leavers assembly on wends !
Make me want 2 bawl my eyes out just thinking about it , iv made some of my best friends there aswell and although I will still c them it won't b the same as having a gossip in school playground everyday ! had crap headache the last 2 days just feel really drained from it ! Why r we so bad ? I'm a cryer anyway but this feels really traumatic !

I love Wizard of oz and somewhere over the rainbow makes me cry anyway. Have you heard Pinks version? She did it at one of the award ceremonies, absolutely beautiful.
We have leavers assembly on Tuesday, I will be a crying mess. He had a show on Friday, like a talent show, they got up and sang, told jokes etc. My son has autism, he doesn't speak much but he loves to sing. He got v upset beforehand (because of the noise and cos he wanted to sit with me) so was crying when he went up to sing his song, my heart was breaking, I wanted to give him a big cuddle. Its such a shame cos he sings the song so well but they put up a pre-recorded video of him singing it so that was nice I am dreading Tuesday, I am a crier too and get so emotional about stuff. I am happy that he is leaving cos the school he is going to is amazing but he has been at this school since reception and I trust all the teachers so much and they are all so lovely. Its going to be a tough week xx

 

[lisey]

Loving the lifeboat Clementine lol, I hope we all get to go on it soon. Sorry about the bfn too xx

Still early honeybear and not sure how reliable a garage test would be lol. Good luck with testing tomorrow xx

 

[Andreax2]

Lissy I'm in same boat at the mo ,my daughter last week 2 and on Friday the did there last play 4 the parents wizard of oz , well as soon as they started signing somewhere over the rainbow I was gone cried my eyes out shoulder shakes the works !
Made such a show of myself the head came up after and ask me if I was all right !! Dreading leavers assembly on wends !
Make me want 2 bawl my eyes out just thinking about it , iv made some of my best friends there aswell and although I will still c them it won't b the same as having a gossip in school playground everyday ! had crap headache the last 2 days just feel really drained from it ! Why r we so bad ? I'm a cryer anyway but this feels really traumatic !

I love Wizard of oz and somewhere over the rainbow makes me cry anyway. Have you heard Pinks version? She did it at one of the award ceremonies, absolutely beautiful.
We have leavers assembly on Tuesday, I will be a crying mess. He had a show on Friday, like a talent show, they got up and sang, told jokes etc. My son has autism, he doesn't speak much but he loves to sing. He got v upset beforehand (because of the noise and cos he wanted to sit with me) so was crying when he went up to sing his song, my heart was breaking, I wanted to give him a big cuddle. Its such a shame cos he sings the song so well but they put up a pre-recorded video of him singing it so that was nice I am dreading Tuesday, I am a crier too and get so emotional about stuff. I am happy that he is leaving cos the school he is going to is amazing but he has been at this school since reception and I trust all the teachers so much and they are all so lovely. Its going to be a tough week xx

Lisey how will he been moving 2 new school ? My oldest is special needs but will stay in same school till 20 , they r starting 2 talk 2 me about transitions and starting collage 1 day a week cus she will b 17 this sept but I'm hoping if I just put my fingers in my ears they will go away !
I love the fact they per recorded the video of him ! Bring plenty of tissues tues !

 

[violet13]

I think the reason why I havent gotten pregnant in over a year is because my husband wont go and get a fertility test. I've had 3 just to be 100% I am literally furious right now, hes pissed me off to the point where I want to slam his smug arse face into the table, its now gotten to the point where he can take his hand and sort himself out, I'm not even in the mood anymore. xx

 

[Andreax2]

I think the reason why I havent gotten pregnant in over a year is because my husband wont go and get a fertility test. I've had 3 just to be 100% I am literally furious right now, hes pissed me off to the point where I want to slam his smug arse face into the table, its now gotten to the point where he can take his hand and sort himself out, I'm not even in the mood anymore. xx

The reason men don't tend 2want 2 get tested is cus their scared , I think we try and deal with things upfront and they just want 2 put head in sand , wait till u calmed down and try and talk 2 him xx

 

[lisey]

Lissy I'm in same boat at the mo ,my daughter last week 2 and on Friday the did there last play 4 the parents wizard of oz , well as soon as they started signing somewhere over the rainbow I was gone cried my eyes out shoulder shakes the works !
Made such a show of myself the head came up after and ask me if I was all right !! Dreading leavers assembly on wends !
Make me want 2 bawl my eyes out just thinking about it , iv made some of my best friends there aswell and although I will still c them it won't b the same as having a gossip in school playground everyday ! had crap headache the last 2 days just feel really drained from it ! Why r we so bad ? I'm a cryer anyway but this feels really traumatic !

I love Wizard of oz and somewhere over the rainbow makes me cry anyway. Have you heard Pinks version? She did it at one of the award ceremonies, absolutely beautiful.
We have leavers assembly on Tuesday, I will be a crying mess. He had a show on Friday, like a talent show, they got up and sang, told jokes etc. My son has autism, he doesn't speak much but he loves to sing. He got v upset beforehand (because of the noise and cos he wanted to sit with me) so was crying when he went up to sing his song, my heart was breaking, I wanted to give him a big cuddle. Its such a shame cos he sings the song so well but they put up a pre-recorded video of him singing it so that was nice I am dreading Tuesday, I am a crier too and get so emotional about stuff. I am happy that he is leaving cos the school he is going to is amazing but he has been at this school since reception and I trust all the teachers so much and they are all so lovely. Its going to be a tough week xx

Lisey how will he been moving 2 new school ? My oldest is special needs but will stay in same school till 20 , they r starting 2 talk 2 me about transitions and starting collage 1 day a week cus she will b 17 this sept but I'm hoping if I just put my fingers in my ears they will go away !
I love the fact they per recorded the video of him ! Bring plenty of tissues tues !

I can relate so much, I often try to block it out. I don't like to think of him as a young adult, its too scary. Its so hard isn't it.
He will stay at his new school now until he's 19 so that's good as his school now only goes up to 16. I am so nervous about the transition, I think that's why I am feeling so worked up. I need to keep us occupied through the summer so that I don't have too much time to overthink it and drive myself mad.
Make sure you take loads of tissues too on Wednesday, I will also be taking plenty of makeup as I suspect I will look an almighty mess by the end of it. I think I need to cry before I go to get some of it out, I am on the brink already xx

I think the reason why I havent gotten pregnant in over a year is because my husband wont go and get a fertility test. I've had 3 just to be 100% I am literally furious right now, hes pissed me off to the point where I want to slam his smug arse face into the table, its now gotten to the point where he can take his hand and sort himself out, I'm not even in the mood anymore. xx

I don't blame you for being furious, I would be too. Has he said his reasons? They do seem to bury their heads in the sand. I think they are worried that if there is a problem they are less of a man which to us, is of course ridiculous but men and their pride!! xx

 

[PurpleCloud]

You ladies sound like wonderful Mums. xx

 

[Andreax2]

Lol lisey we r a right pair ! X

 

[Andreax2]

You ladies sound like wonderful Mums. xx

Thanks purple would like 2 think so ! We just slightly nuts also !

 

[lisey]

You ladies sound like wonderful Mums. xx

Aww thanks Purple xx

Lol lisey we r a right pair ! X

We are indeed lol xx

You ladies sound like wonderful Mums. xx

Thanks purple would like 2 think so ! We just slightly nuts also !

I second this, definitely a bit nuts but keeps us young xx

 

[stacesl3]

Hey ladies

Sorry first chance i have had to get on other than a sneaky peak earlier! Well to update AF came yesterday, was light at first and came in full force today.....I knew this wasn't my month from the start due to getting sore boobs from OV and they didn't let up, not a good sign for me.

Well I went to the doctor's yesterday, was so anxious!! I haven't seen this gp before and afterwards wished I had just waited for my own doc! She had no warmth or empathy at all, She made me feel like some sort of geriatric spinster!! She told me I wouldn't get further help from the nhs due to my age.....which i knew and wasn't what i was asking for. I asked about going for the 3 day and 21 day bloods so she has referred me....although i get the feeling she thought it was a waste of time. She pointed out i need to be proactive (cause im obviously just sat round waiting for immaculate conception!) and suggested IUI as its not that expensive! We talked a bit about my MC, I almost felt like she was blaming that on my age too, it was all so damn negative and matter of fact! All she was short of saying was why are you bothering?? I mean maybe that's just her way, I'm not saying she was nasty but a little bit of empathy would have gone a long way. I'm the sort of person who HATES asking for help, I also hate discussing my personal life, it took a lot for me for to go there and do that and the experience has just proved to me why I dont bother with doctors! I walked out of that surgery feeling so disheartened and depressed, I had to go to my mums straight after so had to try hold it all in and then when i got home last night i just burst out crying. I feel a little better today and trying to get back more of my positivity, also quite pis&sed she made me feel like that, I shant be going back to her ever!!!!!!!!!! If i do i'll be prepared.....

Staces, I am so annoyed reading your email, she sounds like a total mare, you should have told her to bugger off, she's hasn't got much bedside manner. Your MC was nothing to with age, sadly all ages have MC's. I know of 10 women over 40 who all have had healthy children naturally. You are a positive person - keep believing in your body. Hopefully Mother Nature will bless us LTTTC's with babies. The stats might say we're too old, but the stats don't know our resilience. Write out what she said then roll it up into a ball & dump it and try to forget it. I would tell your usual GP that you thought she was very unprofessional. to you from a fellow 42 year old Louise

Thanks hun! And no she had no bedside manner at all I will remain as positive as ever, I am a very determined person and I hate giving up!! Hopefully we'll be on one of those lifeboats out of here soon

Staces this has pissed me off big time what a total bitch , after u were so worried about going aswell , hope u bump in2 her this time next year when ur babies going in 4 it's jabs and give her the dirtiest look ever what a cow !think we should start a " made 2 walk the plank and feed 2 the sharks list"
1.staces crap doctor !
Sorry af came 2 hugs lovely x

Lol I love that idea Andrea!! Yep she is the first on the plank And yeah it didn't help I was so anxious going in, even my filling at the dentist yesterday was a piece of cake and this is from someone who had major fear of the dentist!!

Stace, sorry AF arrived and that doctor sounds utterly rubbish, it doesn't take much just to have a little compassion for another person going through a tough time xx

Thanks Lisey, nope a bit of compassion goes a long way! I've never been one for tough love, doesn't work for me.

I hope everyone is well today, keeping my fingers crossed for all you ladies still to test, hopefully the witch wont show her ugly face anytime soon!

 

[lisey]

Andrea, did you test again today?

How is everyone?

Nothing to report here, I have had loads of CM since ov, I am not reading into that as a pregnancy sign but looking at it as a positive cos it may mean a big rise in progesterone from ovulation, so hopefully it means I had a good strong egg this month xx

 

[FBTTN8079]

Lisey that's good news all the right way forward and you never know.....

Nothing much crazy for me, waiting for af to jog on now !

Have appt tonight at the private clinic to discuss oh SA from last week, I'm feeling quite nervous tbh really want something positive for him, these appointments so far usually floor him x

 

[stacesl3]

Afternoon,

Hope so lisey, will keep everything crossed for you. I'm hoping this month I dont get any symptoms in the first week at least as thats never a good sign for me........well firstly I'm hoping I get to BD in the first place LOL!!

Been to the hospital today to have the 3 day bloods, had to wait an hour and a half, nothing but bloody screaming kids.....I wanted to lock them all in a room far away from me!!!! Then of course remembered why i was there to try find out why im not having one of those bloody screaming kids haha although mine wont scream like that of course

 

[lisey]

Lisey that's good news all the right way forward and you never know.....

Nothing much crazy for me, waiting for af to jog on now !

Have appt tonight at the private clinic to discuss oh SA from last week, I'm feeling quite nervous tbh really want something positive for him, these appointments so far usually floor him x

I dread the appointments too, we have ours tomorrow and trying to block it out of my mind. I hope you get some positive news tonight xx

Afternoon,

Hope so lisey, will keep everything crossed for you. I'm hoping this month I dont get any symptoms in the first week at least as thats never a good sign for me........well firstly I'm hoping I get to BD in the first place LOL!!

Been to the hospital today to have the 3 day bloods, had to wait an hour and a half, nothing but bloody screaming kids.....I wanted to lock them all in a room far away from me!!!! Then of course remembered why i was there to try find out why im not having one of those bloody screaming kids haha although mine wont scream like that of course

That did make me laugh All the children of the ttc sailors will be perfectly behaved and never scream, that's for sure

I always have symptoms straight away too, sore boobs mostly and queasy etc. I don't have that this month, just CM and occasional twinges on my right side.
I hope its a good sign but not banking on it.

When will you get your results back? xx

 

[Sugarpop]

Been to the hospital today to have the 3 day bloods, had to wait an hour and a half, nothing but bloody screaming kids.....I wanted to lock them all in a room far away from me!!!! Then of course remembered why i was there to try find out why im not having one of those bloody screaming kids haha although mine wont scream like that of course

They'll eat fruit instead of sweets too?? Lol when I go somewhere I am ALWAYS complaining about children running around / screaming / crying...our children won't do this of course. They will be model citizens at 3 months!

 

[Andreax2]

This is why we r waiting so long cus our names down 4 the non-screaming 1s!!
FB really hope it's good news on the SA front xx
Lisey I tested bfn 2day (shocker) ! Will b thinking of u in the morning , make sure u have a good cry b4 u put ur makeup on !not that it will help ! Lol x