***September 2018 Testing Thread***

[Vintageling]

I feel numb... I am lost, I’m upset and I’m sad along with every other emotion I could be feeling right now. Got up this morning and went to the toilet and there was blood... just like my MC last time except when I woke up I didn’t feel ‘wet’... why is this happening to me? I don’t understand it two MC in a row... I’m going to phone my EPU when it opens so I can get bloods done to confirm it but I already know, I just want it on my record. From what I understand from last time they won’t do any invesstigations until you have 3 MC but I’m still going to keep my GP appt for Thursday to discuss this with him. I need some answers but I doubt I’ll get any. It’s just not fair... I’m super busy at work after being off for 2 days so I’m going to have to go into work today too... I have flexi time so going to do a short day I think. I say I think, at the moment I can’t hink about anything other than this 2nd MC... I’m broken

Thanks ladies. I phoned EPU but they said because I’m only 4 weeks and 5 days they said to wait it out and theyve booked me for a scan a week today. They’ve told me to wait until sunday, take another pregnancy test and see what it says. If it’s negative I need to phone them up and then they’ll decide whether to also test me and whether to do the scan. If it’s still positive then they will scan me in any event.

I really hope it is just a bit of harmless bleeding but I just know what it was like last time and it’s very similar... got little hope it’s anything but another MC...

Yes Maximum, this was my first cycle after our last MC so I was shocked I got pregnant again straight away. Oh asked if I was def sure I was pregnant but I took at least 7 days, including 1 digi so I know it isn’t all in my head... x

Oh no I’m so so sorry Sjf0709

See how you get on at work but if you need to leave then do, doesn’t matter how busy you are.

Omg sjf hun sending huge hugs I so hope as the others have said that is isn't and it's just some sort of bleed and the baby is fine and I agree with Vespas comment here if you can't face work don't go hun it doesn't matter if they are busy your mental health needs to come first today hun xxx

 

[IVW]

I feel numb... I am lost, I’m upset and I’m sad along with every other emotion I could be feeling right now. Got up this morning and went to the toilet and there was blood... just like my MC last time except when I woke up I didn’t feel ‘wet’... why is this happening to me? I don’t understand it two MC in a row... I’m going to phone my EPU when it opens so I can get bloods done to confirm it but I already know, I just want it on my record. From what I understand from last time they won’t do any invesstigations until you have 3 MC but I’m still going to keep my GP appt for Thursday to discuss this with him. I need some answers but I doubt I’ll get any. It’s just not fair... I’m super busy at work after being off for 2 days so I’m going to have to go into work today too... I have flexi time so going to do a short day I think. I say I think, at the moment I can’t hink about anything other than this 2nd MC... I’m broken

Thanks ladies. I phoned EPU but they said because I’m only 4 weeks and 5 days they said to wait it out and theyve booked me for a scan a week today. They’ve told me to wait until sunday, take another pregnancy test and see what it says. If it’s negative I need to phone them up and then they’ll decide whether to also test me and whether to do the scan. If it’s still positive then they will scan me in any event.

I really hope it is just a bit of harmless bleeding but I just know what it was like last time and it’s very similar... got little hope it’s anything but another MC...

Yes Maximum, this was my first cycle after our last MC so I was shocked I got pregnant again straight away. Oh asked if I was def sure I was pregnant but I took at least 7 days, including 1 digi so I know it isn’t all in my head... x

Oh no I’m so so sorry Sjf0709

See how you get on at work but if you need to leave then do, doesn’t matter how busy you are.

Omg sjf hun sending huge hugs I so hope as the others have said that is isn't and it's just some sort of bleed and the baby is fine and I agree with Vespas comment here if you can't face work don't go hun it doesn't matter if they are busy your mental health needs to come first today hun xxx

What she said

 

[Coffee77]

I feel numb... I am lost, I’m upset and I’m sad along with every other emotion I could be feeling right now. Got up this morning and went to the toilet and there was blood... just like my MC last time except when I woke up I didn’t feel ‘wet’... why is this happening to me? I don’t understand it two MC in a row... I’m going to phone my EPU when it opens so I can get bloods done to confirm it but I already know, I just want it on my record. From what I understand from last time they won’t do any invesstigations until you have 3 MC but I’m still going to keep my GP appt for Thursday to discuss this with him. I need some answers but I doubt I’ll get any. It’s just not fair... I’m super busy at work after being off for 2 days so I’m going to have to go into work today too... I have flexi time so going to do a short day I think. I say I think, at the moment I can’t hink about anything other than this 2nd MC... I’m broken

I am so sorry.

 

[Coffee77]

If if helps ease your mind a little when intent in last week the nurse told me that bleeding early on is actually fairly common.

 

[Hlouisebaby3]

Im so terribly sorry, not just that you’ve experienced the bleed but that they’re making you wait until next week to know what’s going on. I had bleeding in both my pregnancies and they were okay. I know you’ve had a bad experience but there really is a chance that all is ok. Thinking of you

 

[tropical sun]

Hi, could you put me down for testing on the 17th please

 

[Vintageling]

Hi, could you put me down for testing on the 17th please

I certainly shall

 

[Vintageling]

hopeful1976 have you tested today hun ? Xx

 

[chattychar1990]

Come on ladies, only 3 so far!!
baby dust to all the upcoming testers

 

[tropical sun]

Hi, could you put me down for testing on the 17th please

I certainly shall

 

[Coffee77]

My bfp needs changed. I will need to be testing again

 

[Vintageling]

My bfp needs changed. I will need to be testing again

Ok hun when are you testing again ? Xx

 

[Coffee77]

No clue yet. I have to start all over.

 

[Vintageling]

No clue yet. I have to start all over.

Shall I put you in to be determined hun? Sorry I hadn't changed it yet didn't want to did you your go ahead

 

[Coffee77]

Yes that will be fine. They said my blood test was negative

 

[Sjf0709]

Im so terribly sorry, not just that you’ve experienced the bleed but that they’re making you wait until next week to know what’s going on. I had bleeding in both my pregnancies and they were okay. I know you’ve had a bad experience but there really is a chance that all is ok. Thinking of you

Sorry if this is TMI but how much bleeding?

I’m still bleeding but there’s hardly anything on my pad but when I wipe there is quite a lot of stark red blood. Sorry to be so negative and down about this but it feels just like last cycle.

My OH has said we should try to be positive and think that at least we can get pregnant and we know that we must be super fertile. The problem is either with me and my stupid womb or just a random coincidence that we have had such bad luck. EPU want me to wait until Sunday to test but I think I’ll be peeing on that stick every day up until then just to see if my two lines fade away into one...

OH has also said that we should wait to TTC for a bit to let my body recover and get my cycles back to normal before trying again. Not sure how I feel about this. In one sense I think it would do me good to relax and forget but then again, I know how much we want a baby and so it’s not that easy...

Thanks ladies for all of your support. I don’t know what I’d do without you all xx

 

[Vintageling]

Yes that will be fine. They said my blood test was negative

Ok I'll pop you in there hun

 

[Sjf0709]

Ps holding up ok in work at the moment although I keep getting teary... I’m a solicitor and I have court deadlines so I’ve had to come into work. I share an office with another lady so trying to keep myself together so she doesn’t suspect anything. Work is helping to try to keep me distracted but I’ll definitely finish at 4 so I can go home and curl up in a ball on the couch x

 

[chattychar1990]

Oh hun hearing you worry is breaking my heart. I obviously have no advice to give you because i am trying for my first but i really do hope this blood is just normal and everything will be fine.
If you will feel better in yourself testing every day until you go for your appointment then i suggest you do. I wouldn't be able to wait until Sunday!
I am praying for you darling and my fingers and toes are crossed that everything is going to be just fine xxx

 

[Vintageling]

Sjf you need to do whats right for you and your oh be it try again or wait. But you could still be pregnant hun it could is it be a random bleed but baby is ok I have everything crossed for you that that is the case.