Mummy2Adam
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...even thought in my heart i was in my second tri 
I dont know whether im feeling strong enough to write this but here goes.
Since my 12 week scan (11w6d) in my head there was something wrong, my baby was very active(like my DS was) and somethings the sonographer was doing didnt add up. But we seen baby and heard babys hb and in my heart that was enough. I tried so hard not to worry and kept all my thoughts to myself, we even started to buy things, hoping i was being paranoid. The two weeks after my scan were complete hell, i could keep the thoughts out of my head that there was something wrong, then i couldnt hear babys hb on my doppler anymore. Last monday (8th) i went to the emergancy room at the hospital with pains, the midwife packed me home telling me it was ligament pain and told me she could hear babys hb but i couldnt. So on Friday i had some spotting, only a few drops but i wasnt being pushed away by the hospital this time, or thats what i thought. The hospital told me that they couldnt see me today and to go to my local hospital after an hour and a half of ringing around i gave up and decided to go for a private scan where i recieved some very sad news that my babys hb had stopped at 12w3days(in my heart i was 14w2days) they written a report and told me to go to the hospital and they would let me know my options. I had thought that something was wrong from the beginning but it still never took away the pain of the words that the sonographer said at the private clinic. So we went to the hospital and i was giving two options as my pregnancy had gone over 12 weeks, i opted for medical management as i hadnt been spotting much. So i took the first pill on Friday and had to go back on Sunday for the next administration. I went into hospital at 9 and didnt get out till about 7. So ive had two days at home, my emotions are like a rollercoaster at the moment, one minute im up the next im down. Im just glad i had my OH, my DS, family and friends around me for all the support.
Sorry for the long post x x
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I dont know whether im feeling strong enough to write this but here goes.
Since my 12 week scan (11w6d) in my head there was something wrong, my baby was very active(like my DS was) and somethings the sonographer was doing didnt add up. But we seen baby and heard babys hb and in my heart that was enough. I tried so hard not to worry and kept all my thoughts to myself, we even started to buy things, hoping i was being paranoid. The two weeks after my scan were complete hell, i could keep the thoughts out of my head that there was something wrong, then i couldnt hear babys hb on my doppler anymore. Last monday (8th) i went to the emergancy room at the hospital with pains, the midwife packed me home telling me it was ligament pain and told me she could hear babys hb but i couldnt. So on Friday i had some spotting, only a few drops but i wasnt being pushed away by the hospital this time, or thats what i thought. The hospital told me that they couldnt see me today and to go to my local hospital after an hour and a half of ringing around i gave up and decided to go for a private scan where i recieved some very sad news that my babys hb had stopped at 12w3days(in my heart i was 14w2days) they written a report and told me to go to the hospital and they would let me know my options. I had thought that something was wrong from the beginning but it still never took away the pain of the words that the sonographer said at the private clinic. So we went to the hospital and i was giving two options as my pregnancy had gone over 12 weeks, i opted for medical management as i hadnt been spotting much. So i took the first pill on Friday and had to go back on Sunday for the next administration. I went into hospital at 9 and didnt get out till about 7. So ive had two days at home, my emotions are like a rollercoaster at the moment, one minute im up the next im down. Im just glad i had my OH, my DS, family and friends around me for all the support.
Sorry for the long post x x
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