**** October Testing Thread****

[Sunflower1]

Awwww gg that is the best ever !! Yay it's fibally your time now. Enjoy the moment of that feeling..

I am only 10dpo and went to toilet when gpt home...wiped and was huge bit of cm with a big blood clot...looks like the witch is showing up 4 days early. Totally took me by surprise as I'e had no cramps no signs she was coning. Gutted. Cried for about 1 hour solid

I'm so sorry! I'm not surprised you are so upset. Big hug. xx

 

[Alexis2017]

Really taking this badly. I am totally fed up. This will never happen.

Hey, just to try to make you feel better, it took me 2 years to fall pregnant with my daughter who is now almost 9. I know how down it can make you feel, but it will happen! Keep at it and keep your chin up chick.

How did you keep going. I was being so positive on this month. Felt good about things and let myself habe hope and this is wjere it has got me. I am devestated...There must be a reason surely it's not happening when we cover the whole fertile week and more? And all our tests are higher than average. I don't get it. I want to scream!

 

[JemRose]

Oh Alexis that's awful, my thoughts are with you. Life is cruel sometimes, but I look at it as my baby just isn't ready for this world yet. Our babies will come when they are ready to and when they do I think we'll just forget about all this heartbreak waiting for them xx

 

[dani_lou85]

Really taking this badly. I am totally fed up. This will never happen.

Hey, just to try to make you feel better, it took me 2 years to fall pregnant with my daughter who is now almost 9. I know how down it can make you feel, but it will happen! Keep at it and keep your chin up chick.

How did you keep going. I was being so positive on this month. Felt good about things and let myself habe hope and this is wjere it has got me. I am devestated...There must be a reason surely it's not happening when we cover the whole fertile week and more? And all our tests are higher than average. I don't get it. I want to scream!

Ive been trying to conceive #3 without any luck so far. (Taking a test this morning when the postie comes with my tests!) Its really disheartening when month after month it doesnt happen. With my first it took 7 months, felt like a long time back then, but boy do i wish the others had been that easy!
You do all you can do. Keep going. It will happen even if a bit of medical help is needed. And most of all, dont stress! Such a simple thing, but i fell pregnant with both of mine when we had decidwd to stop trying. I have got to the point now that #3 isnt meant to be. But i have the luxury of having 2 children already, my husband doest have any biological children and wants this more than anything. His son passed away in a car crash two years ago. Im feeling the pressure to give him a baby, when what works best in relaxing and not thinking about it. But please hun, dont give up hope, your time WILL come xxx

 

[JemRose]

I'm not holding out any hope for this month. Everything just feels normal, don't feel different at all.
Had the biggest argument ever with OH last night, simply because I was in a bad mood. I feel awful about it. Resulted in shouting, crying, doors slamming, walking out etc. We NEVER argue.
We're so lucky though because we are so strong that even with the horrendous argument, an hour later we're talking again and being affectionate.
I really really wish I could say to him, I'm so sorry about it, it's pregnancy hormones.. But I don't think I'll be able to say that. Guess I really was just being a psycho last night for no reason (well I was hungry!!! haha).

How's everyone else at the moment? Hopefully no-one is as psycho as me this cycle lol x

 

[KatD]

My emotions are all over the place. Try as I might I am struggling to keep it together. Been snapping at DH for the last three days, I can be such a miserable cow! I've picked up so much weight since getting off the pill I feel like a beached walrus most days and try as I might I just can't eat like I should. The fact that I am now not able to eat any raw veg, fruit, nuts, fish like salmon and tuna etc makes eating healthy really difficult. The only thing that doesn't give me oral allergies are meat and carbs sorry.. I'm ranting. Lol anyway I'm feeling you JR strongs to you hun

 

[_GG_]

Ladies...I had a proper full on scream fest when I came home to two dog poos and my bakewell muffin and brownies eaten by said dog. All Dans fault but he wasn't there so I found myself literally screaming expletives at the wall. I never do that...literally, never. I got a bfp the day after.

 

[Alexis2017]

Thanks dani_lou I am just hurting. I went to bed hurting and woke up hurting. I just can't see it ever happening. Its such a simple thing for so many ppl....why o why does it have to be this way. I hate hearing mums moaning about thwir kids. I feel like sayig try having no child to moan about !

 

[_GG_]

Thanks dani_lou I am just hurting. I went to bed hurting and woke up hurting. I just can't see it ever happening. Its such a simple thing for so many ppl....why o why does it have to be this way. I hate hearing mums moaning about thwir kids. I feel like sayig try having no child to moan about !

Oh...that struggle is very very real. It seems so cruel that those who don't seem to give a single shit can end up with a bunch of children they take no notice of unless they're shouting at them

 

[JemRose]

Ladies...I had a proper full on scream fest when I came home to two dog poos and my bakewell muffin and brownies eaten by said dog. All Dans fault but he wasn't there so I found myself literally screaming expletives at the wall. I never do that...literally, never. I got a bfp the day after.

Thank god it's not just me! Unfortunately my OH was there to take the brunt of it haha. Oh I hope that means I have bfp coming up for me but I doubt it!

 

[JemRose]

My emotions are all over the place. Try as I might I am struggling to keep it together. Been snapping at DH for the last three days, I can be such a miserable cow! I've picked up so much weight since getting off the pill I feel like a beached walrus most days and try as I might I just can't eat like I should. The fact that I am now not able to eat any raw veg, fruit, nuts, fish like salmon and tuna etc makes eating healthy really difficult. The only thing that doesn't give me oral allergies are meat and carbs sorry.. I'm ranting. Lol anyway I'm feeling you JR strongs to you hun

Rant away! Makes me feel less crazy that others are going through the same thing! xx

 

[rainbow.23]

Thanks dani_lou I am just hurting. I went to bed hurting and woke up hurting. I just can't see it ever happening. Its such a simple thing for so many ppl....why o why does it have to be this way. I hate hearing mums moaning about thwir kids. I feel like sayig try having no child to moan about !

I'm so sorry Alexis. I completely agree about this though. A new dad at work yesterday described his 2 month old as 'annoying', I was nearly sick in my mouth.

 

[millielaura]

It took nearly 3 years for my daughter , it's so hard xxx

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[millielaura]

Thanks dani_lou I am just hurting. I went to bed hurting and woke up hurting. I just can't see it ever happening. Its such a simple thing for so many ppl....why o why does it have to be this way. I hate hearing mums moaning about thwir kids. I feel like sayig try having no child to moan about !

I'm so sorry Alexis. I completely agree about this though. A new dad at work yesterday described his 2 month old as 'annoying', I was nearly sick in my mouth.

I'd be so upset if my husband ever said that about our daughter at work
I find it hard now with people I meet through my daughter who say like god I need a big gap between them etc. So hard for me not to say I've been ttc since she was 4 weeks and would love her to have a sibling xx

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[_GG_]

Thanks dani_lou I am just hurting. I went to bed hurting and woke up hurting. I just can't see it ever happening. Its such a simple thing for so many ppl....why o why does it have to be this way. I hate hearing mums moaning about thwir kids. I feel like sayig try having no child to moan about !

I'm so sorry Alexis. I completely agree about this though. A new dad at work yesterday described his 2 month old as 'annoying', I was nearly sick in my mouth.

I'd be so upset if my husband ever said that about our daughter at work
I find it hard now with people I meet through my daughter who say like god I need a big gap between them etc. So hard for me not to say I've been ttc since she was 4 weeks and would love her to have a sibling xx

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I find it easy to spot the mums who had no issues conceiving...they just have no idea. I'm glad for them that they never had the heartache but given that it's highly likely they know mums who have struggled, a little sensitivity would be nice sometimes.

 

[millielaura]

Yeah lol I still have to bite my tongue loads because of stuff people say! xx

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[dani_lou85]

Well this month marks 2 years ttc #3. 4 days late for my period and test this morning bfn. back to the drawing board!

 

[Alexis2017]

Well today was horrible. Felt like it was never going to be home time. I hate my body. My boobs are huge and I am so emotional....still having dark red clots. I have had no cramping at all. I feel wiped out and I look white as a sheet and my chin is covered in spots. Loads of smells are giving me the boak yet I am not pregnant. Nothing make sense to me. I have a spiitting headache ...I want to curl up in a wee ball and hide.

 

[millielaura]

Hugs Alexis could it be a chemical maybe?Sounds like you have a lot of symotoms xx

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[Alexis2017]

Hugs Alexis could it be a chemical maybe?Sounds like you have a lot of symotoms xx

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Dunno hunni I have had this a few times so bizarre. I never had any sore boobs before ttc and I always got cramps pre af yet when Ive had the implnation pains around 7dpo I habe no cramps and af turns up. I am sure there is something wrong. I mean right now my boobs are so uncomfortable !