xMillie
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So the witch started to show her face late Wednesday night. Cramps were so bad I was up half the night and she was in full force yesterday. Had a complete meltdown on Wednesday night. Not because I had any belief that we had done it but because I knew we hadn't and here I was right as usual. I've lost count of what cycle we're on now. To be honest, I think I'd rather not know. It's the first month I've really felt like I may be done. My head still wants to keep going but I really feel like my heart has given up. I knew I'd take this one harder than usual since its our first proper cycle after having the polyp removed. Just to add further issues to what feels like an endless list, I actually feel like the witch has almost gone. It's only CD2. This happened last month but I put it down to the surgery. So now I'm worried that the polyp has been bleeding every month and my lining is rubbish or something. It wouldn't surprise me. Sorry for the rant but I really do feel like a pile of crap. Bit worrying that this is a massive improvement from yesterday haha. I think I've already got myself down for 31st. Might as well keep it just for fun as my cycles are usually about 26 days.
So sorry to hear this. Hopefully next month is your month xx