I chose my daughter's coffin today. I never thought I would ever utter those words about any of my children. The pain is almost unbearable.
If I keep taking my meds then I'm doing ok recovery wise but if I miss them I'm screwed. Feel like a walking zombie I'm on so many drugs.
Our undertaker is picking Luna up tomorrow and bringing her back to dress her in the special dress we chose with the cardigan our midwife bought her and the hat our other midwife bought her. These ladies visited Luna in their own time, singing to her, holding her,etc.
We'll be burying her on Monday. I miss her so much.
I'm off now for hubby to give me my clexane injection
Thanks again ladies xxx
tapatalking!!!