megsmeadow
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Hi everyone, really didn't expect to find myself here, but who does! We went for our 20 week scan this morning to find our baby has passed away at around 17 weeks. I had a feeling around that time when I couldn't find the heartbeat with my home Doppler. I didn't phone my midwife then as she'd told me off for having one. No one could have done anything to stop what happened anyway.
So we're back home and have opted for medical management. Took the first tablet today and to go back in on Saturday. I'm feeling so overwhelmed and numb all at the same time! The staff were great but it's been a day of waiting around, talking and everyone walking on eggshells.
Walking out of the hospital made it all feel a bit more real but this wait is killing me. I don't feel I can event start to accept it all until our baby has been born.
So we're back home and have opted for medical management. Took the first tablet today and to go back in on Saturday. I'm feeling so overwhelmed and numb all at the same time! The staff were great but it's been a day of waiting around, talking and everyone walking on eggshells.
Walking out of the hospital made it all feel a bit more real but this wait is killing me. I don't feel I can event start to accept it all until our baby has been born.