I'm sorry hunny XX I know what your going threw, I had a mmc too and had a ERCP last thursday, it was painless and I only bled for 5-6 days after. The hospital looked after me so well.It's a tragic thing to happen and believe me i was scared too, but you will be fine, your in the best of hands. XXX
JJ Mum is right, once it is over, you can grieve and you will lose that limo feeling, once you get closure you will begin to recover quickly thats if your mentally strong enough and you will want your life to return back to normal.
Hugs to you XX Just if you need anything just ask.. Thats why I come back here to you all because its like a comfort because talking about it helps Hun YOUR NOT ALONE !!!!