so sorry to hear of all you are going through, thinking of you, hugs, you ask when the pain eases? it will stay with you but it will get easier t deal with you will always remember and find that you are find for 99% of the time then for no reason at all it will hit u and the pain re starts, but these painful bouts do get less wtih time and of course th hormones settling will help too, but its a very traumatic time and i will be thinking f you we are all here to support u xxx