timtam78
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I'm devastated to be here. The last couple of days have felt like a dream.
So after having a bit of bleeding and passing some small clots since Saturday, we went to the EPU on Monday for an emergency scan. The lady at the EPU scanned me and there was no heartbeat. She said that it was unusual as baby measured around the size of the 11wk stage I am at, so it must have died very very recent. She got a second person to come in and confirm no heartbeat just to give us peace of mind and the second lady agreed.
I haven't had any bleeding since the weekend and I haven't had any pain at all apart from a few trapped wind feelings. I've been over and over it in my head, could they have made a mistake? was it something I did? I know I shouldn't be thinking these things but its so hard not to.
I have an ERPC booked for Monday, although I wish i could let things happen naturally I don't think I can go through all the waiting for it to happen and to see my baby at the end I don't think I could cope. The lady at the EPU suggested that due to baby size it could be quite traumatic to go through the natural process. Still nervous about surgery too though.
We have just booked a holiday to Mexico for October to cheer us both up.
xxx
So after having a bit of bleeding and passing some small clots since Saturday, we went to the EPU on Monday for an emergency scan. The lady at the EPU scanned me and there was no heartbeat. She said that it was unusual as baby measured around the size of the 11wk stage I am at, so it must have died very very recent. She got a second person to come in and confirm no heartbeat just to give us peace of mind and the second lady agreed.
I haven't had any bleeding since the weekend and I haven't had any pain at all apart from a few trapped wind feelings. I've been over and over it in my head, could they have made a mistake? was it something I did? I know I shouldn't be thinking these things but its so hard not to.
I have an ERPC booked for Monday, although I wish i could let things happen naturally I don't think I can go through all the waiting for it to happen and to see my baby at the end I don't think I could cope. The lady at the EPU suggested that due to baby size it could be quite traumatic to go through the natural process. Still nervous about surgery too though.
We have just booked a holiday to Mexico for October to cheer us both up.
xxx
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