Ttc shit boat - long term ttcers

[snowbee]

Sorry to hear about all the other bfns. We are all quite early so there is a bit of hope left, fingers crossed we will be getting positives over the weekend.

Feeling depressed today

 

[snowbee]

Well CD1 for me, af early. Not all bad though as hoping this is my cycles getting shorter again after mc. Only 36 days this time from 38 last cycle. Does anyone know why they say you are more fertile after mc? I don't seem to be. Cycle one after had to be induced then had these two long ish cycles.

 

[lisey]

I have no idea why they say that. I don't know if there is much truth to it, it most certainly wasn't the case for me each time xx

 

[lisey]

Forgot to say its great that they are shorter but rubbish that's its CD1 xx

 

[Clementine]

Morning

Hey Andrea - talk of the devil glad you had a nice break, I really liked Barcelona, sounds like you had a blast.

sorry about the bfn Dee, snowbee & steph big hugs xx

well I realised today I worked my cycles out wring, thought i was due AF Sunday but its Monday....which means if I am determined to wait to test I still have another 4 days........... nooooooooooooooooooooo

Hi Staces good on you for resisting the urge to POAS - I have no willpower if I have a test in the house I use it and it can end up costing a small fortune as the months go by.

FX AF doesn't show her face and this is your month to you

 

[lisey]

Ladies, have we all seen that magic mike is on tonight I will be recording x

 

[dolly26]

Oh yes I will have the chocolate in and oh well kicked out to work lol.

And the script and Lionel Richie are on Sunday night at the pallidum as well tonight so I am well sorted for tv tonight.

 

[Dee28]

Ladies, have we all seen that magic mike is on tonight I will be recording x

Haha we have it on DVD so I'm covered whenever I want to be!! X

 

[dolly26]

Thought this might set the mood for magic Mike lol

 

[lisey]

Oh I am looking forward to this Popcorn at the ready x

 

[stacesl3]

Hey ladies,

Ooh not seen magic mike, will be watching that, thanks lisey

AF due tomorrow, its been soooo hard resisting the urge to test, i wont be doing this next month, plan to test around dpo12/13. I kmow i sound im writing myself off lol, I do feel like af is on her way though!

 

[lisey]

Staces you are going to love it
I hope you get a lovely surprise tomorrow xx

 

[dolly26]

Fx staces that u get a lovely surprise instead

And u will love magic Mike

 

[dolly26]

Well ladies had a funny convo with oh after dtd yesterday I went to him see babymaking doesn't have to be stressful and his reply was oh aye I forgot about that haha I was in wrinkles laughing at him. And he still has no idea I am due to ov haha

 

[stacesl3]

morning all

Well AF has reared her ugly head today I actually feel like I want to cry, I really am totally gutted! I let myself have a little hope for a change and just feel like why do I bother!!! I was up at 5.30 this morning as had to be in work at 8am, so have to put on a smiley/happy face now for the rest of the day when I just want to be miserable. I really dont know what else I can do....??? I actually feel really pi&&ed off, i wish the witch was an actual person as I could smack her one then

Sorry for the woe is me post! I dont really have anyone else i can share this with and I know you ladies understand how it is. Sure I will be more positive again soon xx

 

[snowbee]

Sorry to hear that stace

 

[Dee28]

Sorry stace, I felt the same yesterday when AF arrived, I was in a terrible mood, still am to be honest. Big hugs xx

 

[lisey]

Well ladies had a funny convo with oh after dtd yesterday I went to him see babymaking doesn't have to be stressful and his reply was oh aye I forgot about that haha I was in wrinkles laughing at him. And he still has no idea I am due to ov haha

Love that Dolly xx

morning all

Well AF has reared her ugly head today I actually feel like I want to cry, I really am totally gutted! I let myself have a little hope for a change and just feel like why do I bother!!! I was up at 5.30 this morning as had to be in work at 8am, so have to put on a smiley/happy face now for the rest of the day when I just want to be miserable. I really dont know what else I can do....??? I actually feel really pi&&ed off, i wish the witch was an actual person as I could smack her one then

Sorry for the woe is me post! I dont really have anyone else i can share this with and I know you ladies understand how it is. Sure I will be more positive again soon xx

Don't apologise Staces, we all know how you feel and its just awful. I had a little hope last month too and I never let myself have that, it was a big horrible crash to devestation. I wouldn't wish this on anyone
I hope you manage to get through the day ok xx

 

[Lyly]

Awwww staces, I feel for you. We are here to listen. Don't feel guilty for pouring your heart out. We all need to vent. Positive thing is that the waiting is over for this month and you'll have another chance to try in 2 weeks.

 

[Clementine]

morning all

Well AF has reared her ugly head today I actually feel like I want to cry, I really am totally gutted! I let myself have a little hope for a change and just feel like why do I bother!!! I was up at 5.30 this morning as had to be in work at 8am, so have to put on a smiley/happy face now for the rest of the day when I just want to be miserable. I really dont know what else I can do....??? I actually feel really pi&&ed off, i wish the witch was an actual person as I could smack her one then

Sorry for the woe is me post! I dont really have anyone else i can share this with and I know you ladies understand how it is. Sure I will be more positive again soon xx

Staces sorry to hear the witch arrived - it' all so bloody frustrating, sending you big hugs.

But we can still hold out hope that even though we're older we can still get pregnant - Karen Hardy from Strictly Come Dancing was on the TV this evening she's 44 and is 20weeks pregnant.

Have a large glass of wine and practice your right hook on the