MustangMomma
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I have eight confirmed miscarriages and at least two suspected additional miscarriages.
I've never carried to term.
I haven't been able to conceive since 2011 and have had several doctors tell me that it is extremely unlikely I would ever be able to conceive again.
I have endometriosis, thrombophilia, a lot of internal scar tissue from assault and trauma.. as well as scar tissue from my prior pregnancies.
I am 36 years old and was considered extremely high risk at 30.
Somehow.. I'm pregnant!
I had the first exam, my second round of HCG testing and the first introvaginal ultrasound, done yesterday.
This is a viable, uterine pregnancy with fetal development and a yolk sac (not ectopic or nonviable)!
I'm 6 weeks and one day!
I've started daily lovenox, progesterone and aspirin... In hopes of keeping my body from attacking the baby and triggering a miscarriage.
I want so badly to be excited, but I am simply terrified that history will repeat itself!
Does this anxiety, or fear, ever go away?
I've never carried to term.
I haven't been able to conceive since 2011 and have had several doctors tell me that it is extremely unlikely I would ever be able to conceive again.
I have endometriosis, thrombophilia, a lot of internal scar tissue from assault and trauma.. as well as scar tissue from my prior pregnancies.
I am 36 years old and was considered extremely high risk at 30.
Somehow.. I'm pregnant!
I had the first exam, my second round of HCG testing and the first introvaginal ultrasound, done yesterday.
This is a viable, uterine pregnancy with fetal development and a yolk sac (not ectopic or nonviable)!
I'm 6 weeks and one day!
I've started daily lovenox, progesterone and aspirin... In hopes of keeping my body from attacking the baby and triggering a miscarriage.
I want so badly to be excited, but I am simply terrified that history will repeat itself!
Does this anxiety, or fear, ever go away?