millermiracle
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Hi, my name is Maria I'm married and been TTC for 2years ... had 3 VERY early miscarriages all between 4-5 weeks. Can't seem to get past 6 weeks. My husband and I saw a Fertility doctor Jan 2010. We had all testings done- tubes open, no scar tissue/polyps on the uterine wall, sperm all above "normal" ... so in March of 2010, we had our first IUI - got a BFP, then a week later lost the baby. We lost the insurance so we weren't able to continue treatment. Been at a stand still since.
Fast forward to today- what a suprise I got a BFP last Wed 12-28-11!! On Fri had spotting, only when I wiped. Then Sat, New Years Eve- more spotting. I am concerned because of my history. We went to the ER and my hCG levels were at 487 (this was my first blood work- so I don't know if my levels fell or didn't double) and Dr said the spotting is normal. I was a little at ease, that's until she did the pelvic exam--- went DOWN hill from there. She said I had tissue on my cervix and that I'm going to miscarry? Omg, why can't I get past 6 weeks AND why didn't the Fertility doctors find anything after ALL those testings?? So this is miscarriage #4!!!! I haven't bled yet, just had dark brown spotting yesterday. I have to go in tomrrow and get my levels checked to make sure they are going down. I just have a weird feeling and want some clarification. Maybe I'm delussional and want a baby so bad that I don't want to accept it. I know it can take a few days or couple of weeks to actually bleed out ... ugh I hate this.
Thank you
Fast forward to today- what a suprise I got a BFP last Wed 12-28-11!! On Fri had spotting, only when I wiped. Then Sat, New Years Eve- more spotting. I am concerned because of my history. We went to the ER and my hCG levels were at 487 (this was my first blood work- so I don't know if my levels fell or didn't double) and Dr said the spotting is normal. I was a little at ease, that's until she did the pelvic exam--- went DOWN hill from there. She said I had tissue on my cervix and that I'm going to miscarry? Omg, why can't I get past 6 weeks AND why didn't the Fertility doctors find anything after ALL those testings?? So this is miscarriage #4!!!! I haven't bled yet, just had dark brown spotting yesterday. I have to go in tomrrow and get my levels checked to make sure they are going down. I just have a weird feeling and want some clarification. Maybe I'm delussional and want a baby so bad that I don't want to accept it. I know it can take a few days or couple of weeks to actually bleed out ... ugh I hate this.
Thank you