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Ive never been one for creating journals, in fact ive been rather rubbish with them. So this is Sebastian's journal!, ill be documenting him growing into (hopefully) a very rounded, respectful individual!
So for the first entry I should tell a story of how Sebastian came to be the second most important man/boy in my life!.
In my teenage years I was adamant i wasn't having kids, i really didn't like them i even quit my foundation award in childcare because they we're really that bad (I still passed lol), no boyfriend i ever dated wanted kids so i felt right at home, until i got to 21 and met my now current partner, Ian (26). Ian was one of those guys who from the word go wanted kids and I put such a dampener on his spirits when i kept telling him id be a slave to birth control for as long as i lived
Our relationship went from strength to strength and shortly after our year anniversary i gave in to the thought of children and stopped birth control!, during our rather winding up and down journey i suffered 2 chemical pregnancies which knocked us back each and everytime. The second time it happened I completely lost it and said no more!, hastily Ian agreed and for the next 4 months the thought of having kids never crossed our mouths!.
I was due to start a diploma in Beauty Therapy in September 2011, i was rather excited I had bought all my kit and uniform and now all i had to do was wait for my start date!, about a week before i was due to start college i woke up one morning feeling a bit peculiar but couldn't put my finger on what was wrong. I was a week and one day late for my period but refused to get my hopes up as I had been over 2 weeks late before and it had come to nothing, eventually Ian caught wind of me being late and encouraged me to test!. The next morning he went out with his mother to meet his sister from the train station who was coming to stay with us for a while!. The house was quiet so i decided..What the hell i might as well test I have nothing to lose!..So i did my test in the bathroom and set it down on the end of the bath!, what seemed like a lifetime i decided to look back and saw two bright pink lines staring back at me!..My first response was 'What the hell!!', i thought the test was broken so i grabbed the other and repeated the test..The test line was coming up before the control line!
I quickly text Ian and told him i was pregnant and the test was positive..His reply 'Seriously?'..He thought i was messing with him so I saved the tests until he came back home!, he came bounding up the stairs when he came home..We didn't say a word but we both knew..We we're having a baby finally . All our scans worked out normal and My due date was moved from the 28th May 2012 to the 24th !
Today Sebastian is almost 8 months old, and i couldn't imagine life without him at the moment ..We're almost waiting until June 2013 to TTC our second baby..Im so excited ..Ive also linked my birth story here for those who wanted to read it =]
Sebastian's Birth Story 3l
So for the first entry I should tell a story of how Sebastian came to be the second most important man/boy in my life!.
In my teenage years I was adamant i wasn't having kids, i really didn't like them i even quit my foundation award in childcare because they we're really that bad (I still passed lol), no boyfriend i ever dated wanted kids so i felt right at home, until i got to 21 and met my now current partner, Ian (26). Ian was one of those guys who from the word go wanted kids and I put such a dampener on his spirits when i kept telling him id be a slave to birth control for as long as i lived
Our relationship went from strength to strength and shortly after our year anniversary i gave in to the thought of children and stopped birth control!, during our rather winding up and down journey i suffered 2 chemical pregnancies which knocked us back each and everytime. The second time it happened I completely lost it and said no more!, hastily Ian agreed and for the next 4 months the thought of having kids never crossed our mouths!.
I was due to start a diploma in Beauty Therapy in September 2011, i was rather excited I had bought all my kit and uniform and now all i had to do was wait for my start date!, about a week before i was due to start college i woke up one morning feeling a bit peculiar but couldn't put my finger on what was wrong. I was a week and one day late for my period but refused to get my hopes up as I had been over 2 weeks late before and it had come to nothing, eventually Ian caught wind of me being late and encouraged me to test!. The next morning he went out with his mother to meet his sister from the train station who was coming to stay with us for a while!. The house was quiet so i decided..What the hell i might as well test I have nothing to lose!..So i did my test in the bathroom and set it down on the end of the bath!, what seemed like a lifetime i decided to look back and saw two bright pink lines staring back at me!..My first response was 'What the hell!!', i thought the test was broken so i grabbed the other and repeated the test..The test line was coming up before the control line!
I quickly text Ian and told him i was pregnant and the test was positive..His reply 'Seriously?'..He thought i was messing with him so I saved the tests until he came back home!, he came bounding up the stairs when he came home..We didn't say a word but we both knew..We we're having a baby finally . All our scans worked out normal and My due date was moved from the 28th May 2012 to the 24th !
Today Sebastian is almost 8 months old, and i couldn't imagine life without him at the moment ..We're almost waiting until June 2013 to TTC our second baby..Im so excited ..Ive also linked my birth story here for those who wanted to read it =]
Sebastian's Birth Story 3l
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