netty
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Hello Ladies,
well i was supposed to go back to work today but my manager suggested i see GP before i go back to make sure I am ready. I don't have to do this as I saw my GP last monday and he said whenever i am ready but as i have a history of depression he always asks me if i want longer off work which is too tempting for me as i am being a coward and i am scared to go.
So off to see GP later and i am going to ask to go back thursday so i have a couple of days then the weekend. I am being a total baby i think as i am just scared of seeing everyone they all know i MC as i was showing quite alot at 3 months as i am fairly slim, i had it all planned i have a killer outfit to wear yet today i just dont have it in me to wash my hair make myself up etc.
I have been feeling more positive but this morning I am very teary and upset i just dont know whats going on lol so so up and down argh, sorry more of a rant than anything, do you ladies think i should just get stuck back into work, i have had 3 weeks off now.
sad day today why do i keep telling myself i am ok, in my head i am like ''i'll be fine by monday, tuesday etc '' but that day comes and i am a mess
well i was supposed to go back to work today but my manager suggested i see GP before i go back to make sure I am ready. I don't have to do this as I saw my GP last monday and he said whenever i am ready but as i have a history of depression he always asks me if i want longer off work which is too tempting for me as i am being a coward and i am scared to go.
So off to see GP later and i am going to ask to go back thursday so i have a couple of days then the weekend. I am being a total baby i think as i am just scared of seeing everyone they all know i MC as i was showing quite alot at 3 months as i am fairly slim, i had it all planned i have a killer outfit to wear yet today i just dont have it in me to wash my hair make myself up etc.
I have been feeling more positive but this morning I am very teary and upset i just dont know whats going on lol so so up and down argh, sorry more of a rant than anything, do you ladies think i should just get stuck back into work, i have had 3 weeks off now.
sad day today why do i keep telling myself i am ok, in my head i am like ''i'll be fine by monday, tuesday etc '' but that day comes and i am a mess