good luck with the Tatoo Fi, sounds painful! and the BDing Hope and lynette. I'm busy busy and off to Malaysia with work again onFriday. Just for a week this time (I went to Malaysia when I was pregnant past time, 4 weeks! and found out i'd mc'd the day after i got back). I'm teaching again, all crammed into 1 week this time so will be super busy but glad I'm only away from home for a week. So i'll be online but probably at funny times with the clocks changing and the time difference (clocks don't change in Malaysia!).
my mc is ALWAYS in the back of my mind. it just lurks there like a black cloud. Its not as painful by any means but if my brain lapses I end up thinking about it. I saw the girl at work yesterday who is due on my due date and thought wow, it should due in in try 3 looking all big bumped and blooming. Feels more surreal than sad now in some ways.