URGH kezza, im with you on this one, i cant imagine the frustration you must be feeling. The only thing i can advise is prepare for the worst and hope for the best. I dont know, maybe put it out of your mind completely? tell yourself your not pregnant and forget about it, then if you are, you can be over the moon and if your not, then you wont be as upset as you would have been if you had mentally prepared yourself to be pregnant?
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