** May 2019 Testing Thread **

[soffphie]

Me too! I usually wait for DH to get in from work about half 7 for dinner and it doesn’t bother me but yesterday I made toast and cheese when I got home and today I’ve just finished a cheese sandwich...and I dont usually eat cheese or bread much at all! X

Its not v good tho. I v likely wont be pregnant and this is happening just because my bodies trying to make it hard for me to eat well -_-

 

[soffphie]

I do know, what with bleeding after sex at 8dpo and starting spotting today (11dpo) with pink on wiping. I had a little cry in the toilet at work when I saw it. I don’t know why I let myself get my hopes up that this would be it. All of my sisters required multiple rounds of ivf to conceive, maybe I should just accept I’ll be the same, but I can’t get it on the nhs in this area anymore and we don’t have a bottomless pit of money so I think we can only afford 1try.

I’m just exhausted. I’m sorry I’m being so pessimistic today, this is not what you girls need filling up your thread. I try to be optimistic for you all. I’m just really struggling today, must be the hormones or medication.

Im starting to get down tbh as well sugar. This 2ww has been a breeze and i i havent thought abt symptoms at all .. (ive only had issues with eating and that still stands we went out and just had food i mean ffs! It really better be out of my system now!!)
But i am starting to realise Saturday im ganna be seriously gutted. No Jan 2020 baby etc. It is hard. We are also no moneypit but id try getting ready for worst case and saving now (we are!) id like to get multicycle ivf if pos

 

[Rainbow1234]

Its not v good tho. I v likely wont be pregnant and this is happening just because my bodies trying to make it hard for me to eat well -_-

I don’t think it’s a pregnancy sign this early either, I think it’s just another one of the joys of progesterone in the tww! We’re all allowed periods of time where we don’t eat great, that’s life, have what you want and eat better tomorrow x

 

[soffphie]

I don’t think it’s a pregnancy sign this early either, I think it’s just another one of the joys of progesterone in the tww! We’re all allowed periods of time where we don’t eat great, that’s life, have what you want and eat better tomorrow x

Haha said this yesterday but i HAVE to be better tomorrow

 

[Rainbow1234]

Haha said this yesterday but i HAVE to be better tomorrow

Me too...just waiting on my Chinese getting here! Haha x

 

[SugaryIris]

Me too...just waiting on my Chinese getting here! Haha x

We had a cheeky McDonald’s first one in a year! We are all being naughty tonight! X

 

[SugaryIris]

Im starting to get down tbh as well sugar. This 2ww has been a breeze and i i havent thought abt symptoms at all .. (ive only had issues with eating and that still stands we went out and just had food i mean ffs! It really better be out of my system now!!)
But i am starting to realise Saturday im ganna be seriously gutted. No Jan 2020 baby etc. It is hard. We are also no moneypit but id try getting ready for worst case and saving now (we are!) id like to get multicycle ivf if pos

Yeh we’ve got a little pot saving already but our ovulation induction is already costing us money so limits what else we can put aside! Plus we have just bought a house we are renovating x

 

[soffphie]

Me too...just waiting on my Chinese getting here! Haha x

noo i was so bad, after chinese yesterday i felt super sick. super fat. i thought atleast i wont wanna do this today.. and then today came...

 

[soffphie]

Yeh we’ve got a little pot saving already but our ovulation induction is already costing us money so limits what else we can put aside! Plus we have just bought a house we are renovating x

Oh sounds like you have a lot on. Yeh its very tough financially TTC.

 

[Nattles33]

Morning everyone.

Still no AF and getting negative tests so its now just a waiting game until next AF.

I did have this happen to be wheb we first started to try and conceive October/November. So I'm not too panicked just yet.

I have had a few weird pains in my stomach so who knows maybe AF will arrive soon x

 

[SugaryIris]

Morning everyone.

Still no AF and getting negative tests so its now just a waiting game until next AF.

I did have this happen to be wheb we first started to try and conceive October/November. So I'm not too panicked just yet.

I have had a few weird pains in my stomach so who knows maybe AF will arrive soon x

Oh no, must just be an off cycle, I hope she arrives soon xx

 

[SugaryIris]

Quite heavy spotting today, enough to warrant a pantyliner so af definitely on her way. Wasn’t expecting her until Sunday but looks like she might show early

 

[chattychar1990]

Quite heavy spotting today, enough to warrant a pantyliner so af definitely on her way. Wasn’t expecting her until Sunday but looks like she might show early

I am still holding out out hope for you xx

 

[SugaryIris]

I am still holding out out hope for you xx

I did a test anyway this morning, I don’t know why. 12dpo with spotting and a bfn.

I think it’s hit me harder because I had two eggs this month and still I couldn’t get pregnant with one. Xx

 

[chattychar1990]

I did a test anyway this morning, I don’t know why. 12dpo with spotting and a bfn.

I think it’s hit me harder because I had two eggs this month and still I couldn’t get pregnant with one. Xx

Oh i am sorry it was a bfn
Massive hugs to you
This journey really does put you through every possible emotion. xx

 

[SugaryIris]

Oh i am sorry it was a bfn
Massive hugs to you
This journey really does put you through every possible emotion. xx

Thanks hun, I’ve really surprised myself how hard I’ve taken it this month. I’ve got one more cycle left of ovulation induction that we’ve already paid for then me and dh will decide if we want to try this for another 3 months or move on to ivf.

 

[soffphie]

So tomorrow AM i will temp, feels like ages, then test Im very pretty sure im not pregnant but i have to admit i hope every 2ww is like this in terms of soo relaxed.

 

[Kitana]

So tomorrow AM i will temp, feels like ages, then test Im very pretty sure im not pregnant but i have to admit i hope every 2ww is like this in terms of soo relaxed.

Good luck Sophie!x

 

[chattychar1990]

Thanks hun, I’ve really surprised myself how hard I’ve taken it this month. I’ve got one more cycle left of ovulation induction that we’ve already paid for then me and dh will decide if we want to try this for another 3 months or move on to ivf.

Some months definitely hit you harder than others i find. I really hope you dont have to move onto IVF and the ovulation induction next cycle will be exactly what you need to get that well deserved bfp x

 

[Maximus17]

I am also so fed up with my body. I had an internal scan where they found a cyst 3.5cm on right side and one of the left. I have so much pain during my cycle with endo and cyst now. I am definitely giving up on getting pregnant, seriously I have been trying nearly 2 years now, and all I have left is pain.