I officially declare......baby making now on hold :)

[Kezzamunster]

Awww thanks girls

I dunno what's wrong with me today though, I'm normally upbeat & happy when I can see how much the debt's are coming down & what I have paid off but today, I'm feeling really deflated & blurgh, I could honestly right now

xxxx

 

[DaisyPurple]

Wow well done that's amazing see hoe quickly its coming down xxx

 

[Kezzamunster]

You girls are great, I'd be lost without you all
xxxx

 

[Nurse 26]

aww kezza hope you are ok. xx

 

[DaisyPurple]

I know what you mean though, you girls are my lifeline sometimes xx

 

[Kezzamunster]

Just can't shake the feeling today, hope as the day goes on it will get better it is friday after all
You ok hun?
xxxx

 

[DaisyPurple]

Friday is a good day its the beginning of the weekend yay! Ikwym though I woke up with a headache and feeling really lethargic got loads to do today too having my hair cut & coloured at ..10:40 in bath now lazy git that I am.. let's hope the energy fairy will come and sprinkle some dust on me xxx sending u some positive vibes Xxxxx

 

[Kezzamunster]

Your such a lovey DP

Ooooooo new fair do, what colour you going for hun?

xxxxx

 

[Amyrose]

Friday is a good day its the beginning of the weekend yay! Ikwym though I woke up with a headache and feeling really lethargic got loads to do today too having my hair cut & coloured at ..10:40 in bath now lazy git that I am.. let's hope the energy fairy will come and sprinkle some dust on me xxx sending u some positive vibes Xxxxx

I AM THE ENERGY FAIRY!!!! I command you to get out of the bath and get a move on

 

[DaisyPurple]

Ha ha ha .... Thanks Amy,
I am having my usual concoction of blondes through the parting xx

 

[ScotchEgg]

Wow kezza that's amazing progress

With feeling down, I did a similar long term thing once and the excitement kept me going at first, but then I felt the same as you do in the middle and it was a while before I picked back up.

I think it was the slog in the middle where the novelty has worn off but the end's not quite in sight. I hope it doesn't last long for you x

 

[DaisyPurple]

Try and keep remembering how fantastic you are doing and you have nobody to thank but yourself, you are doing a really positive thing and and I'm really proud of you, Xxxxx

 

[Kezzamunster]

You girls will make me The support & motivation you give is just amazing

My best friend sent me this earlier:

'I would feel like that if I had just paid out all that money too poodle. You work so hard and put up with alot it's no wonder you feel that way. Your doing everything you can to sort things out & should be so proud of yourself'

My OH sent me nothing I think that's why I'm feeling a lil deflated

xxx

 

[Nurse 26]

What a lovely Msg from your friend! shes right you should be very proud!

sounds like OH needs a kick up the backside! thats tyipcal men though, my OH would be the same!

 

[Amyrose]

Men just dont get it like us women do i dont think they mean to be clueless assholes. some are just born ass first. you are doing fantastic chick. I had to borrow a few thousand last year to get us set up over here i hated owning so much money and then even though i knew i was paying it off it really felt poo because i felt we were working so hard with little to show for it. we have our final payment next week well i say we i! if oh had anything to do with it we would still owe it all hes crap with money. you just stay strong look how far you have come you should be very proud xxx

 

[Kezzamunster]

After what I have paid off then with my travel & phone bill, I'm left with £60.00 for the month, just thought he may of said well done or I'm proud of you, just to help keep me going

Hey ho, I think I will treat myself to something yummy for dinner tonight esp as its friday

xxxxx

 

[DaisyPurple]

Xx tell him you are feeling a bit down, and point out how well you are doing, see how he reacts xxx

 

[Kezzamunster]

Hey DP Sorry just replying to your post

We always text first thing in the morning to say have a good day etc & I replied to his straight telling him about the debts & how I was feeling & I wanted to , this was when he just left the flat so had his whole journey to say something

The bit that upsets me is that I really needed his words of encouragement & support this morning but got nothing & still haven't but he was able to text to say that his mate has just split up with the latest girl he's been with so is spending the evening at ours & he doesn't know whether they are off out to do something or not!!!!

I feel horrid today, I should be over the moon & elated for everything but yet I feel totally useless & no good, sorry I am really moany today girls as I always try & remain positive about everything

Think I may be more upset with myself for letting myself get upset cos of others if that makes sense




xxxxxxxxx

 

[kedi376]

Blimey is it payday already? Seems to fly round. Well done again, you'll be debt free in no time. How are the wedding plans coming along?

 

[DaisyPurple]

Oh hunny, I'm sorry I've only just read your reply, I really hope you are feeling a bit better tonight, men can be so dumb sometimes, Xxxxx