I officially declare......baby making now on hold :)

[positivity :)]

so pleased its going well!!

i LOVE that dress! xxx

 

[Princess81]

You are doing so well Kezza!! x

 

[Kezzamunster]

Hey Pos & Princess

How are you both my darlings?

The colouring of the dress will be either dusky pink or light pink as think will go well with my blonde hair & skin colouring

xxxx

 

[ScotchEgg]

I'm having to keep the lil niggle in my head at bay, it just keeps saying 'nothing goes right for you & you don't deserve happiness, so will go wrong, just a matter of time'

Pfft you niggle!!!!

xxxxx

Don't listen to that niggle, it's wrong.

You have taken control of things, accepted that they weren't right and put in place a sensible plan to sort them out.

Things might happen, but you'll just work them into the plan. Everyone deserves happiness and often it takes taking charge of your life to find it - just what you're doing


xxx

 

[Kezzamunster]

Awwwww thanks scotchegg

Your most defo right though & every time I feel that lil niggle I'm gonna look at your post

You girls truly are amazing, the support & advice you give is fantastic & I'd be so lost without you all

Well my tattoo is finally finished so I'll post a pic a bit later & my tattoo artist is going to design another one for the other side, which I'll look to have done after the holiday in September as an early birthday prezzie so least can ask for vouchers towards that

xxxx

 

[DaisyPurple]

Treat each day as a new day and make each one the best it can be, you deserve this and with that knowledge you will make it happen xxx
Ps can't wait to see the tat pics xx

 

[Kezzamunster]

Morning ladies

I hope everyone is well & had a fab weekend, shame about the poor weather though, so much for this heatwave!!!

Here is my finished piece of ink.....AMAZING

xxxxx

 

[DaisyPurple]

It looks amazing finished, lovely! x

 

[Kezzamunster]

I've spoken to my artist & he is going to design another tattoo for the other side so will be similar & using all the elements i.e. fairy, flower etc that I already have & I'll look to have that done in September/October for my birthday

Now I have tattoos on the brain.......they are something I have always loved but never really had to courage to get in case I upset people but have decided that people should love & accept me for me, it doesn't change who I am in anyway

So I have decided that I will have the one on my lower back increased in size as it's only small & will have this going through the middle of my back to the top of my back, similar to the pictures attached

I'm also thinking about piercings as well, possibly the dimples in my lower back & then a bar at the top of my back

xxxxx

 

[Kezzamunster]

Thanks DP

xxx

 

[DaisyPurple]

I love tattoos I only have the one a daisy on my right shoulder blade, always intended on more but never seemed to be able to justify spending the money on myself I really like piercings too was only ever brave enough do get my nose done and my ears 3 times though, I think I shall be stalking you tattoo journey xxx

 

[Kezzamunster]

My OH will no doubt have the hump with me cos he hates tattoos & piercings, he doesn't understand why people like them or even want them done & as much as I love him, I can't not do it just cos of that reason, he should love me for me!

My best friend is absolutely covered in tattoos & piercings, looks amazing & she's getting another done in Wednesday for her 6 month old son

xxxx

 

[DaisyPurple]

You have to be you and your right he should (and probably does really) love you for the individual woman that you are, it's totally up to you how you dress or chose to show your individuality xx

 

[Kezzamunster]

Afternoon ladies

I've just been working on my spreadsheet & realised I miscalculated my outstanding amount's.....pfft blurgh & mmph

So I have readjusted June's figures & actually listed what is outstanding to my creditors:

January 2011
6 debts totalling £11,150

February 2011
2 paid in full totalling £700
Total outstanding £10,450

March 2011
1 paid in full totalling £950
Total outstanding £9,500

April 2011
Debt paid this month £990
Total outstanding £8,510

May 2011
Debt paid this month £500
Total Outstanding £8,010

June 2011
Debt Paid this month £560
New Total Outstanding £8,349.85 broken down as follows:
- Simply Be £1,369.96
- Halifax £500.78
- Welcome Finance £5,596.25
- PTPD £882.86

I have sent an offer of early settlement to a couple of my creditors so will wait to see what they say, worst they can say is no!!

xxxx

 

[DaisyPurple]

Good luck Hun xxx

 

[Kezzamunster]

Thanks DP, let's hope someone's on my side
xxx

 

[Kezzamunster]

Good evening ladies

I thought I'd update, should maybe turn this into a journal of some kind......mmmm, I'll have a think about that

Well I think it's now my time for great & wonderful things to happen

My early settlement offers have been accepted, well one has so it's £200 less then the full outstanding amount so means when I'm paid in July I can settle these 2 & then I'm left with just 2 debts, just 2.........in 11 years it's never been like that

It's also full steam ahead with the wedding in Turkey, had a chat again tonight with the OH & he's really happy with that decision & how things are working out so I'll get my quote from the lady in Kalkan & then arrange an appointment with her for when we are in Turkey, she will show us round the place for the ceremony & go through all the info

So the jobs for tomorrow is to send my emails & cancel what has already been booked & research into the bits I bought to work out what to sell them at on eBay

I think that's it for now

xxxxxx

 

[kedi376]

Look how things have turned around for you? You were so upset before and on a real downer, now look!! That's wonderful news about the early settlements, just goes to show it's worth asking.

I'm really pleased for you hun. Hope the wedding in Turkey works itself out for you too. Sounds wonderful. I love Turkey x

 

[Kezzamunster]

Awwwww thanks Kedi

Just amazed at how quickly things have turned around, feel so overwhelmed & all so surreal but also feel incredibly lucky I've been given this chance to get things sorted

Oh turkey is amazing isn't it, 8 weeks on Friday & I'll be there

How's things with you hun?

xxxx

 

[kedi376]

You've got so much going on that 8 weeks will fly by. You're doing so well with the debts, you should be really proud of yourself. You'll be back in the TTC section before you know it!

My OH is Turkish so I am a Turkey fan through and through. I'm so jealous you're going, I could do with some sun again!!

I'm ok thanks, plodding on, started back the OPK's this week. No idea when ovulation will occur after the mc. Just praying my cycles will go back to normal and then we can start again. Trying to keep as positive as possible.