i dont even know if i should be here this month :/

[deedee84]

yep...hopefully wont be long at all just seems to be taking so long this time around xx

 

[raxx]

I see the lines, sunbeam!!! :-D Roll on, Sunday!

I think I am almost certainly out. 19dpo and bfns using 3 diff tests. Just a matter of waiting for AF to show now. I'm bored of waiting.

 

[deedee84]

its awful waiting for af aint it raxx, tbh i dont think i will get a BFP this month, i just really hope af turns up soon so at least i know where i am in my cycles etc! grrrr VIP = very impatient person lol x

 

[Sunbeam638]

VIP me too!

I would be happy if AF shows up now, based on my twinges I think if I nothing happens it would be unfair! I wish I had done what Deedee had done and tested soon after the mmc because I think my line is previous hcg :/ which is ok but at least I wouldnt have uncertainty now?

After what us ladies have all endured recently I think its only fair if AF turns up with bells and banners! xx

 

[deedee84]

thats why i did a test so early, i thought its ok docs saying wait three weeks but whose to say in 3 weeks time i got a BFP then i would be wondering if it was a new preg or remnants from mc so i am glad i was a little eager as at least i know now! But sunbeam, how long ago was it since u mc? i'm 5 weeks today so i would of though hcg would have been back to normal more or less if you were close to mine!

Yay to af arriving with bells and banners i would gladly welcome the witch with open arms lol x

 

[Sunbeam638]

Well I found out I had mmc on 22nd but was brown blood week running up to that scan and passed sac on 26th (sorry tmi ladies) but I was waiting for your redults So we are the same time pretty much?

I did another test tonight (I need a slap because I was waiting till Friday) and that line is barely a shadow in comparison to the other one on monday so I think it could well be my fading hcg so now I have given myself more confusion and stress plus I don't even know when AF is due so I hope she will arrive soon!xxX

 

[deedee84]

ding dong the witch is here haha! I dont think i have been so happy to see her visit...EVER! i hadnt had any af symptoms, went to the loo last night and had pink cm which threw me as this never occurs before af, but this morning the cramps have started and when i wiped (tmi) its browny now and slow starting just as it normally is! so, 5 weeks and 1 day after my first mc bleed...maybe that 21 day rule does apply as i havent been far off! so good luck to you ladies whether it be af or BFP xx

 

[deedee84]

Oh sunbeam...your mc was near mine so theres hope re bfp yet, maybe try fmu at the weekend and compare again, if its fainter i would have thought your af should arrive soon hopefully xx

 

[Sunbeam638]

Morning lovely!

Ah it's funny for us to welcome the witch! but such a good sign your body is working normally and it won't belong before your pg! Your going to be ov very soon! Ah I'm really pleased for you that things are working sending you lots of baby dust!!!

According to my calculations if I had a regular cycle I would be due tomorrow and ov on my holiday! hope so at least! I took apart both my tests and there was a pale pink line on the one I did yesterday but it didn't appear immediately. I will try tomorrow and Sunday as planned but I don't know what to think! xxx

 

[deedee84]

thanks sunbeam hopefully your af will turn up tomorrow, either that or a nice BFP on sunday, either way good luck hun! xx

 

[Sunbeam638]

Thanks Hun will let you know, I can relax with you then! Have a lovely day xx

 

[deedee84]

hee hee yes u can indeed, gunna keep stalking this thread anyways and hope u have a good day also! xx

 

[Corrinne37]

Goodluck Sundeam !!!xxx

 

[Sunbeam638]

Thanks! I'd keep posting but there s nothing but waiting to do so I'm joining in the thread stalking too!xx

 

[deedee84]

not long until sunday though now (this weeks flying for me) and if af arrives we will just have to have another thread on the go in TTC x

 

[Sunbeam638]

Period party aside I had a BFN this morning, no party and no bfp, where is AF when I need her!!!!

Not even a smigde on the test so I think it's previous hcg hormone on the other test. Still have the occasional twinge but it's probably in my head! I can't wait for my holiday next week just to relax and recover from
AF's abandonment god she is selfish at times!

Baby dust to all and if you could all wish AF would visit me I would be very grateful! xxx

 

[deedee84]

How poo hun...sods law that af arrives when your on holiday...its always the case lol! But i shall happily wish af on you and very soon my af isnt like it usually is, cramps arent as bad etc :/ but at least its an af haha and thats all that matters! x

 

[Sunbeam638]

Exactly!just to have an AF would be great my last cycle was in Feb so I think if nothing happens I'm going to the docs 2 mcs, no AF deserves investigating I think!

Onwards and upwards xxx

 

[deedee84]

yeah it deffo does indeed! hope u get it sorted soon hun, its a pain in the ass the best of times without af not arriving for months on end :/ xx

 

[Sunbeam638]

Ah I think few more weeks then I will go to the doc because I was having blood tests before I got pg and don't know all of the results but I figured as I got pg it was a great sign but no AF cycles means I can afford to hedge my bets per month. Anyway rant over!

Yay for Friday! I'm doing not much but drinking wine, gym, dog waking and coffee with friends that's the life! You?xx