So I am going through a bit of a reality check the last few days. The BFN last month was a total blow to me after DTD ALL the time and the thought keeping going around in my head that after a MC you are that little bit more fertile.
Yesterday marked exactly 9 weeks since we lost our little boy. It is just a matter of days before the results are due from his post mortem. Today I have gone through my wardrobe and drawers and packed away all my maternity clothes - a big thing for me as I was hoping to be using them again very soon. But I've come to the conclusion that it's not going to happen anytime soon. It took a very stressful 4 years to get a BFP so I'm going to try relax and enjoy myself over Christmas and be very thankful for our gorgeous daughter we are already so lucky to have. In the new year, I'm planning on making an appointment with our consultant at the fertility centre and take things from there.
If I go quiet on here it's because I'm trying not to think too much about things and roaming these boards every day sometimes can get me too emotional. I will be about next week when AF is due just to post another BFN... so I'll not be gone fully.
Good luck to everyone this month
PP xXx