The school are being really good and trying to help him he's really is so strong but deep down I know he's really missing him so much and I don't understand why daddy isn't here anymore!i don't get y he is not turning up and seeing them at every opportunity I would never stop him seeing them if he was trying to be in their lives no matter how I feel about what he's done but now I just feel like he doesn't deserve them in his life
I feel like he's liking the fact I'm hurting and that is something I will never understand as all I did was love him I really was not an awful person like he says I was it feels like he's convinced himself that this is all my fault and I don't get why no one in his life is telling him actually she's carrying your child have some respect but he says they all think he made the best decision
He even got his new women to write me an email saying how I should be understanding that he's in love and how she will be in his life forever and I have to get used to that I'm wish I could get over it and hate him but I can't right now I'm hoping once this baby arrives I can start moving on and not have to think about them everyday