2WW Again!

[Amyrose]

Its ok im just fed up and disheartened by it all xxx

 

[sarahloususan]

Im sure they will sort themselves out soon. Waiting is the worse! x

 

[Amyrose]

thanks chick im moving over to wtt xxxx

 

[LD1978]

Ahh Im so sorry your feeling like this! I wouldnt move to wait just see what happens and hopefully your cycle will get back to norm. I know its easier said then done but the stress wont be helping you either. It will come back soon - try to keep your chin up hun xx

 

[Amyrose]

thanks ld xxxx

 

[Amyrose]

retested this morning not a hint of a line im proper annoyed with myself for even entertaining the thought of it being bfp. that test yesterday looked so pink i was sure it was pos.

 

[DaisyPurple]

Morning lovely, your tests and cycles have been so weird lately it's like an episode of dr who me thinks, I do thInk a trip to the quack is in order for some bloods, Thinking of you xxx

 

[Sleepy sue]

Gutted for you Amy, you def deserve that bfp xxx

 

[Amyrose]

Thanks sue x

Yeh poll i think i need to admit defeat and go xxx

 

[DaisyPurple]

Phone them hun, let's get this thing sorted and get your body back to normal and so get your well deserved BFP xxx

 

[Samsgirl]

awww hon.......what a pain your cycle is this month....bring on af and bring on a normal cycle next month for you xxxx

 

[maybe baby]

FX you get sorted Amyrose..

xx

 

[Amyrose]

thanks sam and maybe i was so bloody sure it was a bfp i ordered digis and frer online last night grrrr! xxx

 

[Samsgirl]

when i got my bfp last time...i had a line on the friday night then nothing on the saturday morning and then a line again the saturday night...xx

 

[Amyrose]

I wish that was the case with me. I dont get it sam my opks are still really strong my opks went neg after my mc so im presuming its not still hormones. maybe it is. when i mc my twins i didnt try again for months so i cant compare the 2. I forbid myself from symptom spotting but my boobs do feel fuller and im weeing like its going out of fashion ans feel queasy on and off. My heart is saying ooooh your pregnant but my head is saying dont be daft. Its hard isnt it. I had a right melt down yesterday im ok today i dont like getting down as im normally so upbeat. Im sure it will happen when I least expect it to. xxx

 

[Samsgirl]

yep it will...

i had a meltdown at the weekend.....and have been feeling quite low all week. dont think my infection has helped!!!

just feel like everything is getting on top of me a bit at the moment......really would like to be able to move house but the value of mine has dropped so much, we are almost in negative equity and we have a loan which is almost like a mortgage payment!! from when i was daft with money....feel so stupid about it all now!! so ideally we need to get that paid off before we can afford to move...just feel like i cant see the end of the tunnel at the moment

on the upside...the wedding is all paid for and saved up for...no credit required for that and i feel proud about that..and we are saving up so that i can have 12 months off when i do have our baby...so thats good too...but then it just seems like after that we will never be able to save up to be able to move, especially if i am off work...i dont want to have to go back full time!!!

i feel daft moaning about such trivial things when others have much larger problems...just feel a bit down at the moment xx

 

[Amyrose]

Everyones problems are big to them and matter just as much. Have you thought about renting our your house and the money you make from rental use to rent yourself? I have done this with my house in ireland its a way around it. at least then you get to hold on to your house until its value increases to a point where it makes you a profit and you get to live in an area you want. xxx

 

[DaisyPurple]

Big hugs to you both,
Samsgirl just think of all you have achieved, time will make your finances better, big hugs to you xx

 

[Amyrose]

Thanks poll how you today hun? xxx

 

[Samsgirl]

yeah i did think about renting this out and renting elsewhere....nothing available to rent as yet but will keep an eye out...

thanks ladies..xxx