It is deffo the best site I have ever been on. The women on here are truly amazing. I have the courage but the oh wont have none of it. I just finally plucked up the courage to tell him I want to try again and he said no way. He said its not worth the risk and reminded me I nearly died. I told him pregnancy didn't nearly kill me an operation to remove a baby did but he said I mean far to much to him to take the risk and he don't want a baby. I am broken hearted once again. I'd scream and shout and cry if I didn't totally understand the way he feels and I love him to much. I just wanted a baby so badly and knowing its never going to happen now kills me. It really was my last chance
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