Nothing here! I'm going to be here forever
I'm here to keep you company Cjj! Second sweep attempt this afternoon (which took over an hour for them to actually do as MW kept being called away!!) And cervix is still closed and posterior. With only one day of March left I feel almost certain i'll be having an April baby. My mood is so up and down at the moment but today is very much a down and disappointed with myself day.
I know my body is capable of growing, pushing out and feeding a baby but it doesnt quite know how to get the pushing bit started (its like I know how to push open a door but only once the door is unlocked and my body doesnt have the right key!)
I should be chilled and relaxed on this mothers day (got lovely flowers and card and hubby has cooked dinner) but instead I just keep shouting and being narky! Although I know that this time next week baby will be here by whatever means I'm stressing about being induced as know it can be a long process and I didnt want to be away from my son for that long.
Someone please just give me a slap and tell me to man up!!