You poor poor thing, you read about things like this happening but it's one of them things you never think/hope will happen to you,
It's so awful and I wish I could say something to make you feel better or to help the pain go away,
The only thing I can say is although now it may never look like it things will become Easier in time,
You have your family and your husband and you will always have the memories of your little one,
Your a very brave lady,
Big hugs xxx