Long termers 6 months or more

[Alexis2017]

I am broken in so many pieces .How does anyone keep on going.

This is hell on earth and I'm trapped here.

 

[night owl]

I am broken in so many pieces .How does anyone keep on going.

This is hell on earth and I'm trapped here.

I’m so sorry alexis, please be kind to yourself, you’ve taken a massive step forward in getting the BFP, even though I know how crushed you are going to be feeling right now, you’ve made some great embryos and it did implant, you did get pregnant, your body can do it, I honestly think you will get there x

 

[Peony1]

I am so so sorry alexis. This is just not fair. I know nothing we can say will help you right now but just know we are here for you. I am so sad to hear this. Xx

 

[Bambi42]

@Alexis2017 im so sorry hun. Heartbroken for you. X

 

[Alexis2017]

I just cried all day. It's horrible seeing the blood. I just can't believe it has happened. I wanted to give others hope, I wanted to move on with my life.

Im trying to focus on the frozen embryos waiting on me but I am so very scared this happens again

 

[SugaryIris]

So first cycle of clomid and I’ve overstimulated, I’ve got 7 follicles gearing up to release eggs so it’s just too dangerous to even think about trying. Absolutely gutted.

I was on a low dose, I don’t know why I’ve had such a big reaction to it.

 

[Peony1]

Seriously this board has enough of bad luck now I’m so sorry @SugaryIris

This sucks.

 

[SugaryIris]

Seriously this board has enough of bad luck now I’m so sorry @SugaryIris

This sucks.

Thanks Hun, apparently my sister had the same thing happen to her, it’s rare but Does happen.

I should be able to go on a lower dose next cycle so hopefully that will work.

I’m so frustrated, I have to actively avoid pregnancy this month, it feels so wrong!

 

[Bambi42]

Sending you hugs @SugaryIris thats disappointing. Hope you’re not in pain / discomfort . Xx

 

[SugaryIris]

Sending you hugs @SugaryIris thats disappointing. Hope you’re not in pain / discomfort . Xx

Thanks Hun, I’ve had a bit of pain, particularly on one side and I thought maybe a cyst was the cause but nope turns out just loads of follicles.

I’ve also started getting some lower back pain, feels like it is in my kidneys so don’t know if that’s due to my ovaries or from having the internal ultrasound poking me.

I had a cry in the cubicle at work today because I’m just so exasperated with the whole thing. How pathetic is that? The doctors called us in for an appointment to ‘discuss options’ and apparently it’s an hour long! Plus DH has to be there for it and he’s not happy because it’s so difficult for him to get out of work at this time of year.

 

[Alexis2017]

Sorry @SugaryIris this is just crap. I am so sorry

I am sick of us all having bad luck

 

[Nikkibiscuit]

I cant believe how many messages I've missed....stupid notifications not worked.

@Alexis2017 words cannot even begin to comfort you I know that but please know that I am sending love your way and am so sad to read that you are going through this after everything so far.

Have you taken another test? When will the docs confirm for you?

I hope you can hold onto the hope of the other embryos....where there is life there is always hope xx

 

[Alexis2017]

I cant believe how many messages I've missed....stupid notifications not worked.

@Alexis2017 words cannot even begin to comfort you I know that but please know that I am sending love your way and am so sad to read that you are going through this after everything so far.

Have you taken another test? When will the docs confirm for you?

I hope you can hold onto the hope of the other embryos....where there is life there is always hope xx

I went to hosp and they confirmed it via my hcg bloods has went to 8. I haven't stopped crying since then. Dragged myself back to work yesterday .I am just so sad and angry and I don't know when I will feel better.

 

[Nikkibiscuit]

I went to hosp and they confirmed it via my hcg bloods has went to 8. I haven't stopped crying since then. Dragged myself back to work yesterday .I am just so sad and angry and I don't know when I will feel better.

@Alexis2017 it's just heartbreaking.....you deserve this so much and it's so cruel what you are going through.

Have they told you what the way forward is now? Do u go for another transfer? Or can you not bring yourself to think about it yet? Xx

 

[Alexis2017]

@Alexis2017 it's just heartbreaking.....you deserve this so much and it's so cruel what you are going through.

Have they told you what the way forward is now? Do u go for another transfer? Or can you not bring yourself to think about it yet? Xx

We wait for 1st day of next period and try to book in for my frozen embryo transfer but they said 2 doctor is off long term sick with breast ca so I prob won't get in for a few months . The process takes about 6 weeks so it's just a long wait . . And dreading it happens again.

I just don't get why I had to miscarry after all this time and ivf . .I don't get why we can't get pregnant, I just feel heart broken every day. Every day is a struggle...i have been off work 6 weeks and went back yesterday and I cried on way to work and way back both days.. I am just miserable

 

[Vintageling]

So I haven't been in this thread in ages. We got our results the other day from the testing we did my internal scan looks good and my amh is good just my thyroid is my issue but oh has a sperm count of zero so have more testing to do. Have another appointment on Monday but we don't actually know what is going on with this one we had a letter through with the appointment after my oh did his 2 sperm anayalsis and it's for gynocology for both of us. Now we have the results we are guessing it's to do with my oh and may be more testing on me to make sure I'm good for what ever our next step is which I'm guessing once his testing is over is ivf

 

[Nikkibiscuit]

We wait for 1st day of next period and try to book in for my frozen embryo transfer but they said 2 doctor is off long term sick with breast ca so I prob won't get in for a few months . The process takes about 6 weeks so it's just a long wait . . And dreading it happens again.

I just don't get why I had to miscarry after all this time and ivf . .I don't get why we can't get pregnant, I just feel heart broken every day. Every day is a struggle...i have been off work 6 weeks and went back yesterday and I cried on way to work and way back both days.. I am just miserable

I cant begin to imagine the pain you are going through. Greif is a horrible process that everyone goes through differently and TTC long term is like one constant grieving process.

I hope that your body just hadn't quite figured it out this time and next time little bean will stick. The one thing that isn't certain for all of us in this thread is that it wont happen because I think there is so many ladies that prove after years our bodies can just click into place for no explained reason xx

 

[Sunflower1]

I am broken in so many pieces .How does anyone keep on going.

This is hell on earth and I'm trapped here.

So sorry. Hugs.

 

[Alexis2017]

I am just DTD every day this cycle that I can to try our hardest I between IVF FET transfers .. I know it's pointless but nothing to loose now cycle 27

 

[night owl]

I am just DTD every day this cycle that I can to try our hardest I between IVF FET transfers .. I know it's pointless but nothing to loose now cycle 27

You might as well try... it’s not unheard of for people to get ‘natural’ bfps after years and years of nothing, you do still have a chance, keeping my fingers crossed for you xx