really am struggling today ..
this morning i went to loo 3am and wasnt even a blink of anything then 7am i didnt even suspect for 1 second i would have af and i do.. i dont even know why my lp would suddenly increase so much it went right up to 16, usually its 12 or 13 at most.
its been so tough and even hubby this morning went back to bed and was clearly , for first time i seen him like this, depressed at it.
all done all morning so far is cry - its soooo pathetic and i need to get act together and stop it.
i just tried calling drs to forward appointment and had to hang up while waiting for call as just crying.. so so much