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At everything!
I even got a few tears looking at piccies of nurseries in the pic gallery!
I'm so fed up, frustrated, wondering if I ovulated AT ALL this month, fed up with my cheapie tests and fed up with my stupid bugger of a cycle.
I'm also fed up with pregnant friends of mine and DH's telling us "Don't worry it's your turn next" or "Oooh are you pregnant yet?"
I'm fed up of hearing "I fell preg after missing just one pill!"... I'M NOT EVEN ON IT!!!
I didn't realise how much I wanted this to happen for us, I really thought it would be so easy to fall pregnant, pretty much all of my friends have fallen just by looking at a man. By accident!!!
I really, really admire those who have stuck with TTC for so long, I almost feel rude for complaining because I haven't been here for that long and I'm already starting to feel completely deflated.
I've had scans on my ovaries done because my doc was surprised at how irregular my cycles were - scans were fine, no probs. I also had a blood test done but I can't remember what for now, but they were fine too.
DH wants to get a proper test tonight and do it in the morning and I'm terrified that if it's BFN, it will cut him quite deep - damn these long cycles! If we get BFNs and still no period, we're going to the doctor again to have my blood tested again.
Sorry for ranting but it's one of those days where it's pouring down with rain and I feel as miserable as the weather.
I even got a few tears looking at piccies of nurseries in the pic gallery!
I'm so fed up, frustrated, wondering if I ovulated AT ALL this month, fed up with my cheapie tests and fed up with my stupid bugger of a cycle.
I'm also fed up with pregnant friends of mine and DH's telling us "Don't worry it's your turn next" or "Oooh are you pregnant yet?"
I'm fed up of hearing "I fell preg after missing just one pill!"... I'M NOT EVEN ON IT!!!
I didn't realise how much I wanted this to happen for us, I really thought it would be so easy to fall pregnant, pretty much all of my friends have fallen just by looking at a man. By accident!!!
I really, really admire those who have stuck with TTC for so long, I almost feel rude for complaining because I haven't been here for that long and I'm already starting to feel completely deflated.
I've had scans on my ovaries done because my doc was surprised at how irregular my cycles were - scans were fine, no probs. I also had a blood test done but I can't remember what for now, but they were fine too.
DH wants to get a proper test tonight and do it in the morning and I'm terrified that if it's BFN, it will cut him quite deep - damn these long cycles! If we get BFNs and still no period, we're going to the doctor again to have my blood tested again.
Sorry for ranting but it's one of those days where it's pouring down with rain and I feel as miserable as the weather.