Hi can
Sadly I'm in the same boat. I also had two in a row, one in June at 11.5wks which just suddenly happened, I hadn't had a bleed so didn't need a scan. Then I got pregnant again in August and had a scan at 6 weeks then again at 8 and everything was fine both times. I started bleeding on the day of my 12 week scan and found out there was no heartbeat. It was exactly five months to the day of my previous miscarriage at exactly the same gestation. Unfair doesn't even cover it, so I know exactly how you're feeling.
To be honest, I was in a bit of a hoe, emotionally for a few weeks but gradually things have got back to normal. I went back to work quickly and kept myself busy, we also went away for Christmas and I was able to relax and not think about it for a while. That as a welcome relief. All I will say is look after yourself carefully, and know that there will be times when you will suddenly cry at how unfair it all is and just huge crushing disappointment. It does get easier though, I promise.
Pm me if you want to talk, thinking of you xxx